Razor Kisses
January 1st, 2013, 05:21 PM
So.. I'm 13 now. I first started cutting when I was around 10. I have been off and on doing it since then; due to my relationships. I've only ever stopped for 2 guys, one who's now my ex and the guy I'm with now. The guy I'm actually with now is 16, me and him have been together for almost a year.. Our anniversary is in February. After me and my now ex had broken up last year in January I had started cutting really bad again. I felt as if I just couldn't control myself anymore. I then found out he had been cheating with a close friend of mine. That crushed me. I then went farther down in my hole to nothing. I was cutting the worst I ever had. By the time I met the guy I'm now with I had tried suicide a number of times. He then took me to be his and showed me what it felt like to be loved. He is the longest relationship I've ever had. Yes we've had our issues, but everyone does. I'm just posting this to tell everyone out there that it does get better and there is someone out there for all of us. Some of us find ours sooner than others, but just remember YOUR MR./MS. RIGHT IS OUT THERE! It will get better. I haven't cut since March 2012.. You can make it through your battle too.