youtasd
January 1st, 2013, 10:40 AM
Hello. Before the start of the year, I had no friends. To be accurate, I did but it was only in school and nothing really else. At the start of the year I met few friends and we started going out and stuff, found myself a girlfriend and life were good. Then we broke up, a rumor spread that I hated all my friends and they stopped talking to me. Then I met a girl which seemed nice, after 2 days of knowing her she told me she had something for me and I said the same. Shit happened, after a day we broke up and she told me that "She doesn't need a boyfriend right now" and that "She wants to know me better first".
Now I have to say that as soon as she said that, every time I try to start a conversation she ends it right away.
I have no idea why, but since then I'm in constant stress, depression and suicidical, random anger attacks or however you describe it, headaches, scared that I will never have a girl that will love me.
I'm fairly ugly I'd say ( 6/10 but probably worse ), shy, and socially awkward.
My first girlfriend was this year as well.
Why is this happening to me, and more importantly how can I forget about it?
Now I have to say that as soon as she said that, every time I try to start a conversation she ends it right away.
I have no idea why, but since then I'm in constant stress, depression and suicidical, random anger attacks or however you describe it, headaches, scared that I will never have a girl that will love me.
I'm fairly ugly I'd say ( 6/10 but probably worse ), shy, and socially awkward.
My first girlfriend was this year as well.
Why is this happening to me, and more importantly how can I forget about it?