All the names

[lyriclover]

I just got called a fat ass, a fuck up, dead before Im 20 (im 14 now), a bitch... by my own mother. Im spending the night at her place. I got a cup of pop. Ill admit I need to lose weight but im already only eating one or two small meals a day. I cant get out of here til the morning. When I do I cant tell my dad, he'll just agree with her cuz she does no wrong in his eyes. I have no one to talk to no where to go. It hurts mentally when she says it and physically when after I cut awa the mental pain. Since im at her house all my sharps are at mine, I cant do anything. So im just laying here crying. Happy new year guys... mines already ruined.

[jayyy-lmao]

could you not tell your teachers? Or friends?

[Mirage]

I'm sorry. You have to stay strong. Sometimes people show their love in the strangest ways, I'm thinking this is just her motherly instinct. She's trying to keep you safe, but she doesn't know how to tell you. Just try to not let it get to you, and things will get better. You're only 14, you have your whole life ahead of you. If you need to talk, send me a PM. I hope things get better :hug:

[Noirtier]

I just got called a fat ass, a fuck up, dead before Im 20 (im 14 now), a bitch... by my own mother. Im spending the night at her place. I got a cup of pop. Ill admit I need to lose weight but im already only eating one or two small meals a day. I cant get out of here til the morning. When I do I cant tell my dad, he'll just agree with her cuz she does no wrong in his eyes. I have no one to talk to no where to go. It hurts mentally when she says it and physically when after I cut awa the mental pain. Since im at her house all my sharps are at mine, I cant do anything. So im just laying here crying. Happy new year guys... mines already ruined.

Hun, I'm so sorry that she's saying that kind of shit to you. Because that's what it is--it's shit that she's saying to try and make herself feel better, and it's emotional abuse. Please, for your sake, talk to a counselor at school about it, tell them what you've had to go through at home. They can not only help you get through this, and begin to heal, but they can also help get you out of that environment if things get bad enough. You shouldn't have to deal with that, and the fact that your mother is doing that to you is absolutely wretched. Don't believe what she says, because it's not true hun, it's not. You do have worth, you're not a fuck up or a bitch, or dead by twenty or any of that shit. You're a person who deserves to be treated as such, and right now, that's not how they're treating you. Again, I strongly encourage you to see a counselor about it at school, and if you ever need anything, we're always here to help and support you hun :hug3:

[Tylermx27]

I just got called a fat ass, a fuck up, dead before Im 20 (im 14 now), a bitch... by my own mother. Im spending the night at her place. I got a cup of pop. Ill admit I need to lose weight but im already only eating one or two small meals a day. I cant get out of here til the morning. When I do I cant tell my dad, he'll just agree with her cuz she does no wrong in his eyes. I have no one to talk to no where to go. It hurts mentally when she says it and physically when after I cut awa the mental pain. Since im at her house all my sharps are at mine, I cant do anything. So im just laying here crying. Happy new year guys... mines already ruined.

My dad calls me stuff all the time but just look up at God an say I love you and Ik your doing this to make me stronger she's not better than me so I'm not gonna let her ruin my life and don't cut yourself look to God he's there and he cares if you ever need someone to talk to email me!! Anytime --email removed-- I'm here to talk to! Don't hurt yourself look up just look up

Do not post contact information in public places. It is a violation of our rules. ~TheMatrix

[lyriclover]

Hun, I'm so sorry that she's saying that kind of shit to you. Because that's what it is--it's shit that she's saying to try and make herself feel better, and it's emotional abuse. Please, for your sake, talk to a counselor at school about it, tell them what you've had to go through at home. They can not only help you get through this, and begin to heal, but they can also help get you out of that environment if things get bad enough. You shouldn't have to deal with that, and the fact that your mother is doing that to you is absolutely wretched. Don't believe what she says, because it's not true hun, it's not. You do have worth, you're not a fuck up or a bitch, or dead by twenty or any of that shit. You're a person who deserves to be treated as such, and right now, that's not how they're treating you. Again, I strongly encourage you to see a counselor about it at school, and if you ever need anything, we're always here to help and support you hun :hug3:

Because of my sexuality (homo) my school disowned me. They won't do anything to help me in any way. I avoid the counselors and principal at all costs because they are out to get me. I have one teacher trying to help but she has classes and I'm lucky if I talk to her for 5 minutes every day.

My dad calls me stuff all the time but just look up at God an say I love you and Ik your doing this to make me stronger she's not better than me so I'm not gonna let her ruin my life and don't cut yourself look to God he's there and he cares

I'm not religious.

could you not tell your teachers? Or friends?

My friends know but they can't do anything about it. One teacher knows but without the administrators she can't do much but listen and tell me it's gonna be okay.

Please don't double-post, use the edit or multi-quote buttons to add something. ~TheMatrix