i deserve to die

[VictoriaGotaSecret]

i gave my little brother a concussion last night. i cant stop thinking about him, hes so young and i could have killed him. i dont deserve him, i dont deserve any sympathy, love or anything. i deserve to die for almost killing a 7 yearold.

Ethan; I love you, I am so, so sorry!

[MrDaniel2K13]

You don't deserve to die, it was an accident ( i'm assuming )

[VictoriaGotaSecret]

You don't deserve to die, it was an accident ( i'm assuming )

yes, it was an accident, but i still can't forgive myself for what i did.

[qwertygirl]

If it was an accident, you should try your best to forgive yourself.
Right now you seem deep in a hole you can't really get out of, but you have to realize that this one incident doesn't decide the kind of a person you are, and nor does it add to the person you think you are.
Please also try to stay optimistic, which I know is the hardest thing to do like ever, but you have to try. Surround yourself with thoughts that may seem like lies today (ex. "I am beautiful" or "I'm worth it"), but will be the truth tomorrow, because you ARE beautiful and you ARE worth it!

I hope this helped it all :) I hope your brother gets better!

[jayyy-lmao]

No-one deserves to die. Not even mass murderers. One thing you do doesn't mean you're a bad person. It was an accident. You need to forgive yourself.

[VictoriaGotaSecret]

i cant

[Enchanted]

Hey, how did the accident happen, if you don't mind explaining it to us? You definitely do NOT deserve to die! If you feel guilty, even though it's sad that you do, you can still move on.. he may not understand if you try to get forgiveness but I'm telling you, a hug goes s looong way so try to get one from him and maybe you'll feel a little better. Accidents do happen and I know this was a big one... but please try to stick through it. &alt;3

[DoctorWho]

You don't deserve to die. I have never ever met you and probably never will but I am going to tell you this now and only now... You are an amazing person and always will be! It was an obvious accident and it's better he has a concussion then to be dead!

[AuthorX303720]

Listen, I know you are a great person and that concussion that you gave your brother was an accident. Everything is an accident at one point or another so just forgive yourself, I am sure your brother will forgive you. God will forgive you. If you do not forgive yourself, you are damned for eternity in your own internal coffin? You see you need to vent this to someone
I am sorry if you can't forgive yourself, and if you've already killed yourself and your family is reading this.. I feel really guilty that I couldn't save a life. I am now damned to eternity in my own internal coffin and I am soo sorry. Words can't explain my feelings. I had a life in my hands and I let it go and I felt like I had a chnace to do something but I really couldn't. I am soo sorry. Sorry for your lose :'( -Sid

[xXoblivionXx]

i gave my little brother a concussion last night. i cant stop thinking about him, hes so young and i could have killed him. i dont deserve him, i dont deserve any sympathy, love or anything. i deserve to die for almost killing a 7 yearold.

Ethan; I love you, I am so, so sorry!

honey listen here. I know exactly how you feel. over the summer I lost my 2 year old brother that I love with all my heart. Thank the lord that we found him but my point is we have to forgive ourselves and move on. I'm sure Ethan will forgive you, the hard part is forgiving yourself. Just remember, it's going to be okay and your brother loves you. You deserve to live and Ethan would have a whole in his heart if his big sister were to leave this world. You deserve every second of life. I am always a PM away. :hug3:

[nick]

i gave my little brother a concussion last night. i cant stop thinking about him, hes so young and i could have killed him. i dont deserve him, i dont deserve any sympathy, love or anything. i deserve to die for almost killing a 7 yearold.

Ethan; I love you, I am so, so sorry!
You have already said it was an accident. It there is something more that is troubling you then you need to give us the whole story so we can comment.

[Danny_boi 16]

You don't deserve to die. It was an accident these things happen please don't beat yourself up. Your brother will forgive you and I forgive you. If you need someone to talk to I'm here :hug:

[Fractured Silhouette]

I think he will forgive you for the concussion, but if you refuse to let it go then it will hurt him more than it will you. If you commit suicide because of this, he'll probably feel guilty and incredibly sad, you'll hurt him much more than you ever could by taking your own life. So, if you don't want to hurt your brother anymore, let it go, because if you commit suicide, he won't.

[Mysterious Skin]

Nobody deserves to die. No matter what you have done, you will never ever deserve to die.

[VictoriaGotaSecret]

I am still here, but only because i dont want my mom to have to go to the hospital again already and I dont want Ethan feel like its his fault. It isn't his fault, its mine for doing what I did accident or not. I dont want him to forgive me because I dont deserve that.

This is the only thing that happened, but sadly this isnt the first time I've put someone in the hospital.(prefer to not get into detail on that one)

[Bradley 97]

tori I have 3 brothers I have been knocked out beaten chocked and I have done the same... its in our nature we are siblings we aren't supposed to like eachother... there are times that I just wish my brother wasn't alive! but you know I love him! no one deserves to die!

[eeee]

Do not do anything to harm yourself.

Someone I barely knew took her own life last night. People who barely know her are hurting and the people who really know her are in great pain.

Accident or not, you obviously meant no true harm and you certainly don't now. The fact that you feel this regret shows that you love your brother. You are a good person, please don't do anything.

[Sudds3]

Even if it wasnt an accident its not the end of the world! You didnt kill him so just be thankful for that...and concussions happen to everyone. They suck yes, but they can be so easy to get sometimes from thins like falling. Simple stuff like that, so dont make yourself feel bad, he will forgive you, you are his sister.

[Fiction]

Step out your shoes a moment.

If I said to you, "I accidentally hurt my little sister badly, there's a chance she could have died. I feel so guilty."

I'm pretty sure your response would be the same as everyone else's here.

[VictoriaGotaSecret]

yes it would