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December 29th, 2012, 04:55 PM
Hello guys, some of you may remember from late May early June. I had joined to get some comfort and help as I felt I had Thanatophobia (the fear of most things death related). I used to be up all night crying and could never be happy with the thought of loosing family members, this was really beginning to takeover my life and stopped me enjoying the things I enjoyed the most. Below is the links to two threads that was posted based on this problem so you can read more about it!

Thread One (http://www.virtualteen.org/forums/showthread.php?t=138301)
Thread Two (http://www.virtualteen.org/forums/showthread.php?t=145161)

Since then things have changed for the better, I have spoken too one or two friends about this issue over the period of time and I have almost returned to my normal self, I no longer cry myself to sleep or anything like that. I also appreciate my family more and have turned into a nicer person. However, I do still sometimes have bad thoughts but I always try to think of something positive which normally does work.

Just when things were working out perfectly yesterday morning I was woken by my mum telling me we'd lost my great uncle during the night. This has brought me down a little and having lots of different thoughts and feelings and my brain can't hack it. I'm feeling a little down over the slightest of things. Any further help or advice please?

Even after this death I still feel a better than what I did earlier this year and now I just want this whole problem to disappear before the new year!