im too weak to let go

[ackmedsgirl666]

I am too weak to let go of everything.. my friends.. and my family
and i need a way out but i just dont know what to do. i miss my old life... all my friend..... and i miss being with my ex and holding him tight. back then things were perfect... i had money.... lots of friends. all my family... sure i was with CAS(childrens aid) but atleast i was happy. i was in school doing something i loved(autobody) and i got my apprenticship but never got to further persue it
because i moved out here to this dump and i brought my past with me and now i cant let go.... i miss everything i miss the old me the old skinny me.. perfect me... happy me.. and i am wondering how i can get that me back?
what should i do?

[HUSTLEMAN]

If you hate where you at then why don't you move back. Then, if you move back destroy everything related to that city. If you don't have the money to do that then bring home to you and try to find anything good about that city.

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