Lonely and depressed

[Axw_JD]

I am feeling really low right now. My best (well, only) friend is away for the holidays (and he got really pissed off at me before leaving... he ignores every attempt I make of just talking to him) and my family is far away... I don't know what to do, all I have is sitting in my room, crying and doing nothing. I got to be with my family for Christmas and it was all good and fun, but now that I am back alone, I am just depressed.

I have nobody to talk to, to go out with and have fun, or even text or talk online with... thats all what me and my friend would usually do, but since he won't answer any of my texts or anything, I have nothing.

I don't even know why I am posting this... thanks for reading if you made it through and sorry for wasting your time, that seems to be the only thing I am good for :(.

[Noirtier]

We're always here if you need to talk hun. It sucks when you get in a fight with a friend, and then they won't answer. But try just leaving him alone until he gets back, and apologize then. I know it's hard, but try to keep your mind off of it. Sometimes when things like this happen, they just need a little time apart to let things blow over. It's awful having to be alone, it really is. But we're all here to talk if you need to talk. What I think you need to do now though, is stop focusing on it. Read a book, or watch tv or a movie, get your mind off of things. And if you can't, then try drawing or writing, get your feelings out on paper, to get them off your chest. You don't waste our time here, we're here to help and support you hun, and we always will be anytime you feel you need some help.

[Sacha's Girl]

I know exactly how you are feeling, you just have to be strong, and ride it through, your friend will come around eventually, just give each other a bit of space. if you ever want a chat feel free!

[ackmedsgirl666]

try and go out and make some new friends
its a new year... a fresh start. try and make the most of it...
just try and go out and have fun. if your EX friend is angry and stopped talking to you for whatever reasons and still hasnt been able to get past it and move on hes honestly not worth your time.... consider new company.... and dont let memories of him make you feel depressed and lonely. just be happy you have us around and your family too

[Beast977]

I just wanted to start off by saying you not wasting my time. i Choice to read this to see if i can help. If your friend is mad at you then just get it time. he will come a round

[foreverpainfool]

I agree. Your friend will come around. You guys are best friends for good reason. Just give him time. I know exactly what you feel. My best friend was mad at me because i missed the tourney that she organized. i had promised to be there to support so yah i felt really guilty. i was begging for her forgiveness for almost a week. i felt really aweful. So stop thinking about it for awhile. I suggest read books. Thats how i divert my attention. Hope you feel better now.

[Axw_JD]

Well you see thats part of the problem... he is, without a question, the best and closest friend I have ever had. However, I am seriously doubting that he considers me his friend at all...

Is just, I am feeling worse and worse every day... and he is still not quite talking to me like he used to... without him I have literally nobody else... I should just go jump off a cliff right now, nobody would be sad, and I'm sure several people would actually be happy :(

[NeuroTiger]

Be patient, your friend will be back to you soon.
Go and take some fresh air and then come back to your place. That's surely going to help you.

[pacific_blue03]

Hey buddy i had a similar experience once and well it turns out we had a few issues to sort and the only way that happened is i went out of my way to see and talk to him deep and meaningful and i tell you thats the best way to do these things, NO texting, No facebook you have to be face to face, if you 2 really are best friends you should be able to do this :)

Hang in there mate.