IVIodern
December 28th, 2012, 11:47 PM
Ranting and clearing my mind below
Facebook - Why do people think the are 'hard' becuz dey tlk liek dis? I mean, ENGLISH MOTHERFUCKER, DO YOU SPEAK IT? It annoys me that people cant type proper English where people like me and maybe you can type properly without any effort at all. Also, people who use 'plz' annoy me a lot, to the point where I am like 'please, just fuck off'
When the school days come back around in about 2 weeks I don't know what I will do. When I do to school I feel fine until when I get home, then I feel really low on energy. Out of the 5 days in the typical 'school' week I would come home and do nothing for about 3 of them days. At about 5pm I would feel really low on energy and then go to bed at about 6-7pm and get up at around 10-11pm to actually try be productive during the night. I know this isn't my sleeping schedule because I used to be fine. I am kinda gone through that puberty 'stage' where people would always just assume it is because of puberty. I think I am way more mature than the people I hang around with in school and they are the only people I hang around with at all. No 'friends' outside of school, considered to be a 'no lifer' by some people. The reason for this is that they are a bunch of retards who find it funny to ruin someones day by doing something 'mean' to the person in question. I see the more adult side of that and the fact that it would be an extreme pain in the ass. You know these type of people, people who think they are 'hard' because they know most of the school. Their has been many times where they offered to 'fight' me but if they done that they would be on for a really bad day. I don't consider myself 'hard' because I think I can beat anyone, it is true though, I could literally beat most of the people in my year if I wanted to, being 6 foot 2 inches and weighing about 200 pounds gives me a slight advantage. ^wow that will make no sense to most of you.
Next up, school. When people say anything about grades I just reply with something like 'they are okay I suppose'. I know they really aren't that good, nothing to brag about. I hate some of the teachers and sometimes I have felt like just walking out of the classroom in some situations. Some of the teachers need a wake up call, a bit slap in the face and told to 'fuck themselves'. I realize we are only human but getting so pissed off when someone does something wrong and shouting at them isn't fucking fair. I have read through the rules thoroughly and have seen something along the lines of, off of the top of my head 'Teachers will act accordingly and professional in given situations'. I could very easily go to the Board of Management in my school and explain the situation and even give some witnesses or proof that this 'rule' was not used by some teachers. Next up, homework. Over the Christmas holidays I have to do some work i missed, this turns out to be about 3 exam papers. The thing about this is that I don't give a fuck about school and none of the teachers realize that. They just keep piling up the work on me. I never do homework any home, not in the past 2 years I haven't anyway. I get up at 7am and I am in school for 8am. This is usually time time I would do my homework.
I need to take charge of my life in my life right now, but I am kinda an 'emotional wreck'. Some days I could be fine and others I could be like 'i hate life'.
It is almost 5am now and I need to go to bed. I hope I don't get into my summer sleep pattern where I was up all night, every night during the summer. Took me weeks to fix that properly before school started back.
Music and the internet are the only things that are keeping me sane. I really wish I could just talk to one of you because some of you feek the same 'pain' as I do whereas someone like a therapist would be older and really couldn't relate to me all that much.
Facebook - Why do people think the are 'hard' becuz dey tlk liek dis? I mean, ENGLISH MOTHERFUCKER, DO YOU SPEAK IT? It annoys me that people cant type proper English where people like me and maybe you can type properly without any effort at all. Also, people who use 'plz' annoy me a lot, to the point where I am like 'please, just fuck off'
When the school days come back around in about 2 weeks I don't know what I will do. When I do to school I feel fine until when I get home, then I feel really low on energy. Out of the 5 days in the typical 'school' week I would come home and do nothing for about 3 of them days. At about 5pm I would feel really low on energy and then go to bed at about 6-7pm and get up at around 10-11pm to actually try be productive during the night. I know this isn't my sleeping schedule because I used to be fine. I am kinda gone through that puberty 'stage' where people would always just assume it is because of puberty. I think I am way more mature than the people I hang around with in school and they are the only people I hang around with at all. No 'friends' outside of school, considered to be a 'no lifer' by some people. The reason for this is that they are a bunch of retards who find it funny to ruin someones day by doing something 'mean' to the person in question. I see the more adult side of that and the fact that it would be an extreme pain in the ass. You know these type of people, people who think they are 'hard' because they know most of the school. Their has been many times where they offered to 'fight' me but if they done that they would be on for a really bad day. I don't consider myself 'hard' because I think I can beat anyone, it is true though, I could literally beat most of the people in my year if I wanted to, being 6 foot 2 inches and weighing about 200 pounds gives me a slight advantage. ^wow that will make no sense to most of you.
Next up, school. When people say anything about grades I just reply with something like 'they are okay I suppose'. I know they really aren't that good, nothing to brag about. I hate some of the teachers and sometimes I have felt like just walking out of the classroom in some situations. Some of the teachers need a wake up call, a bit slap in the face and told to 'fuck themselves'. I realize we are only human but getting so pissed off when someone does something wrong and shouting at them isn't fucking fair. I have read through the rules thoroughly and have seen something along the lines of, off of the top of my head 'Teachers will act accordingly and professional in given situations'. I could very easily go to the Board of Management in my school and explain the situation and even give some witnesses or proof that this 'rule' was not used by some teachers. Next up, homework. Over the Christmas holidays I have to do some work i missed, this turns out to be about 3 exam papers. The thing about this is that I don't give a fuck about school and none of the teachers realize that. They just keep piling up the work on me. I never do homework any home, not in the past 2 years I haven't anyway. I get up at 7am and I am in school for 8am. This is usually time time I would do my homework.
I need to take charge of my life in my life right now, but I am kinda an 'emotional wreck'. Some days I could be fine and others I could be like 'i hate life'.
It is almost 5am now and I need to go to bed. I hope I don't get into my summer sleep pattern where I was up all night, every night during the summer. Took me weeks to fix that properly before school started back.
Music and the internet are the only things that are keeping me sane. I really wish I could just talk to one of you because some of you feek the same 'pain' as I do whereas someone like a therapist would be older and really couldn't relate to me all that much.