Need advice

[Seeker94]

I have no idea where this should be posted and I really need help so if it needs to go somewhere else please move to where it needs to go I really just need advice please.

Ive been smokin weed for years and I think it will always have a place in my life but at the same time I do more then just smoke weed. I take x pills and smoke dope and yes I know its bad for you but non of that is really why I need advice. Ive takin a look back over my past few weeks and it just seems to be frozen...like my life seems to be at a standstill and normally I know what my next step to keeping my life moving but I dont know right now and it scares me. Im sorta talking to a girl and I think she may like me which makes things a little better but at the same time my life is feeling like its going nowhere. I plan to quit smoking to get a vehicle and I think that may jump start things again but at the same time im very afraid of if it doesnt. I just dont know what next im trying to get everything ontrack in life but again I just feel frozen like no matter what decisions I make to continue on my path it feels like it doesnt mean shit.
If anyone understands any of this I could really use some advice...I just dont know what to do right now its just so confusing and is honestly scaring the hell out of me...please someone anyone shed some light on this if you can please...I just need some kind of advice......

[Lost in the Echo]

Well, maybe you have some kind of depression. Maybe that's why you feel the way you do.

Just focus on improving your life.
Focus on getting that vehicle and that girl.

Even though it feels like every decision you make in life doesn't mean anything, just continue to do what you think is right, and focus on improving your life.
That's about all you can do.
If you just try to do good in life, and make the right choices in life, then things will improve in your life.

[Hungman]

i say take a break from smoking anything (especially H) and take a month or two to get 100 percent clean (no pills no tabs no bud no alcohol no nothing) to get your head straight. Once your head is clear take a look at your life, and see if its really that bad and if it needs improvement make some. Get a stable job a stable girl and a car (easier said then done but i dont know your full situation) then maybe you can pick up smoking (weed only) again but if your liking the clean mind and smoking makes you feel this way then it isnt for you.

[FergusDunn]

Maybe its the holidays - Christmas and pending new year sort of thing as much as how you see life going.

Life is so often full of complications or issues is it not -

Possible that the likely hood of this girll as well makes you look at your life as well.

So I guess you can think over what/who you want to be and do -

Is it a choice thing - idk - But take one step at a time and do not beat yourself up if some steps dont really work out.