This time of year....

[Totality]

Right, Well.

This time of year officially sucks!

It is the worst time of year for me, I always end losing someone.

My life was going so great....it's been amazing.

I have an amazing girlfriend, and a great life.

So why? Why at this time of year....I always just wanna go.

Not litterally go, but disappear, just for this time.. Sorta like hibernate.

In the past 3 weeks...I've lost 5 of my closest friends.

4 to war :/

and one was raped and beaten to death just last night :(

I'm not looking for anything....I guess I'm just ranting...

So yeah, that's why I hate this time of year!

[Mortal Coil]

Oh my god, that's awful. Anyone who has been through what you have will feel horrible. I guess hibernation isn't really an option, but it might really help if you set aside at least a half hour every day to just ponder and try to get past it all.
If you ever need any support or anything, feel free to message me :hug: Stay strong.

[Totality]

Thanks,

I have my girl by my side, and she's been wonderful and soo supportive throughout it all.

[xXJust Jump ItXx]

Right, Well.

This time of year officially sucks!

It is the worst time of year for me, I always end losing someone.

My life was going so great....it's been amazing.

I have an amazing girlfriend, and a great life.

So why? Why at this time of year....I always just wanna go.

Not litterally go, but disappear, just for this time.. Sorta like hibernate.

In the past 3 weeks...I've lost 5 of my closest friends.

4 to war :/

and one was raped and beaten to death just last night :(

I'm not looking for anything....I guess I'm just ranting...

So yeah, that's why I hate this time of year!

I normally skip commenting on this stuff, its to hard for me too but Ive already commented enough bad stuff today Ill do this anyways. But I got no words for what to say to you.. Im so sorry... You gotta be strong through. Its all I can say.

[Totality]

Thanks.

It's really difficult accepting that I'll never talk or see her again.

[Fiction]

It is completely understandable that you feel the way that you do. You've been through a hell of a lot the last few weeks, anyone would be finding it difficult to cope.

The thing with this type of thing though is that time is the only thing that can really help. Like you said you've got your girlfriend. Try and keep distracted. Do something exciting. I hate this time of year too for reasons of my own but like you i've got my boyfrind this year, which I didn't have previous years. I've planned some stuff with him that gives me something to look forward too and keeps me motivated. Maybe you can do the same? :)

[tubanic]

Berevement can be really difficult, I know. What you've been through is traumatic, so if it ever starts to feel like too much, get professional help. Try to be happy, and just think of what your girlfriend and your friends would have wanted for you.

[Totality]

It is completely understandable that you feel the way that you do. You've been through a hell of a lot the last few weeks, anyone would be finding it difficult to cope.

The thing with this type of thing though is that time is the only thing that can really help. Like you said you've got your girlfriend. Try and keep distracted. Do something exciting. I hate this time of year too for reasons of my own but like you i've got my boyfrind this year, which I didn't have previous years. I've planned some stuff with him that gives me something to look forward too and keeps me motivated. Maybe you can do the same? :)

Thanks Fiction,

We've made loads of plans...but when I'm on my own... It's hard. Very hard,