CheeseChaser
December 19th, 2012, 03:33 PM
A couple of days ago, I bought flowers for this girl and she didn't give me an opportunity to give them to her. Later, she said she wanted to see what it was after class (I was hiding the flowers) and I was excited and happy because of that. The class was PE and we were put in the same team to play a game of handball (or whatever its called). I was a little mad at myself so I went into the locker rooms for a moment and by the time I come out she running crying into the locker rooms. Later she was running out of the gym dressed in her normal clothes. Every bone in my body was telling me to follow her and make sure she is alright. I didn't. I asked a mutual friend what happened and she said that the girl was getting harassed, verbally and physically. By whom? I know exactly who. I wanted to hurt him but I don't know why I didn't. I assume that I didn't do both because I still follow rules.
I was (and still am) angry, upset, and confused. I never intended to feel the way I did for anyone so how this girl found her way through my wall is a mystery and it was because she did that I felt devastated afterwards. This happened Monday and my body is still shaking since that day. Anyways, after they told us to go change I went in, changed real quickly and ran out of the gym before the bell to find her. It wasn't much of a chase since I already knew where she went but I wasn't able to see her again since that unpleasant event.
I don't know what to do. I want to be with the girl but I assume she would feel to awkward talking to me or hate me because I wasn't there when she needed me. As for the fool who hurt her, I am holding back but he is not doing himself justice. I told myself to refrain from getting revenge unless he decided to threaten her again. I feel lost though, what should I do? About the fool and the girl? If the girl ever wants to talk to me again, that is.
I was (and still am) angry, upset, and confused. I never intended to feel the way I did for anyone so how this girl found her way through my wall is a mystery and it was because she did that I felt devastated afterwards. This happened Monday and my body is still shaking since that day. Anyways, after they told us to go change I went in, changed real quickly and ran out of the gym before the bell to find her. It wasn't much of a chase since I already knew where she went but I wasn't able to see her again since that unpleasant event.
I don't know what to do. I want to be with the girl but I assume she would feel to awkward talking to me or hate me because I wasn't there when she needed me. As for the fool who hurt her, I am holding back but he is not doing himself justice. I told myself to refrain from getting revenge unless he decided to threaten her again. I feel lost though, what should I do? About the fool and the girl? If the girl ever wants to talk to me again, that is.