Help please?

[NotYourSombrero]

I've been sober for over a month and I've been doing fine but something went down between me and my gf and now I really wanna go get shitfaced and need someone to talk me out of it. Pleas.

[bloodshot_eyes]

I'm here if you need me :)
I know how you feel, I just broke up with the girle I've been with for like 2 years. I really feel like throwing everything aside just to get that familiar rush to forget everything.

[NotYourSombrero]

I don't know why I keep running to her its like on day we're all cool then the next she's a total bitch

[bloodshot_eyes]

Then you talk but all of a sudden stop talking and every time you see her she just ignores you, like if you were never anything to her.
That's what my ex does to me.