went2far
December 17th, 2012, 07:24 PM
so i have acute anxiety disorder, i dont go to school and i am home schooled. i find it to hard to go out the house and i cant make real friends. i did make "friends" over Skype but as always i mest it up big time and they have all blocked me. recently i have been considering bad things. ihave noone to talk to nothing to do im home all day doing nothing i find it to hard to go out and everything has basically gone wrong. all i get from people is go out and find friends but for me that wont work i cant do anything and i hate it when people say stuff like that because they really dont understand that when i say i cant go out i really mean i cant go out. i find it to hard to talk to my own age group but when i made friends on skype it was so much easyer, i had people to talk to and people to discuss my problems but now theve blocked me and i dont want to be friends with them myself anyway coz now ive realised i dont like them any more. what should i do?