Slowly losing a sense of happiness

[thatguywhosaysEH]

the only reason why we live is to die. We spend years living and the greatest thing we achieve is death... So why live I ask? Why do we live, what purpose do we have when the only purpose of life is death? Sure, you might find a cure for cancer, but what good will that do? Ya they may not have cancer anymore, but they are still going to die, and the people who would have grieved with the loss if the cure did not exist, they'll die too. I just don't see a point anymore, wake up-school-homework-do something to pass the time-sleep-repeat... All throughout life until school becomes work, then its the same.

There's nothing to make me happy, nothing to make me want to go through the same routine everyday knowing that everything I did is meaningless. Why bother with love when one of you passes the other will be devastated? It may make the years leading up to death better, but it leads back to before, why bother making this years better when its still going to end, why not end it earlier. Yes, I get bullied, but I don't care anymore. Not because it doesn't hurt me, not because im better than that, but because I know when I die, all of it would no longer have mattered, because I'm dead.

Someone, anyone; why should I bother with life when it's going to end anyhow, when everything leading up to it is just halted, because it ends,. I don't believe in God, so there's no afterlife for me. I don't see a point in living. All the bad in life makes me want to die, and all the good is meaningless when I know it's going to end anyhow. Why do we face the struggles of life when we could all be dead?

[qwertygirl]

I often find myself thinking about this. Very often. But I'm trying to give myself reasons to live, reasons to make my life worth something at all. I am applying to boarding school, I want to go to a nice college, and I want to impact others from there. I know I'm just going to end up in the same place as everyone else, but I'd like to feel worth something while I'm here, so I'm not bored. But I know in the end we're all truly irrelevant, but we need to fins something to make our temporary relevance worth wild. I hope you can find that, because what's the alternative? Killing yourself to make yourself irrelevant faster? No one can truly want that. I hope I helped you help yourself. I really do, because I don't want you to live your entire life living that way. Sorry about the bullies, they're fucking awful.

[thatguywhosaysEH]

No matter how successful I am, no matter what I do. There still is no point. Why make this life any better when it's ending anyways. I just don't see a reason when it's all for nothing. To me "feeling" worth something means nothing, because I still know I, along with everybody else, am worthless

[Sir Suomi]

Because I take life as a challenge. I consider life as a game. The problems I face in life is my opponent. Doing things I know I shouldn't are like the penelties. So I'm determined to face it, all in, balls out, and win by having a good life, and if not go down fighting. At least, that's what I try to tell myself every day.

[Thunderstorm]

We all think about this sometimes in our lives. But, there is a legitimate reason we were placed here and we have to find that reason. You are here to make a difference. The world would not be the same without your footprint. As people come and go through life, and pass away, they leave their marks. That's why you live. You live for the moments you will never get again. You live because you are needed. If you weren't needed, why were you put here? Someone is only a mistake if they make themselves become one. No one is put here as a mistake, but mistakes are made here. It's only part of being human to make mistakes. Live life, and don't think too much, just do it.