xXJust Jump ItXx
December 11th, 2012, 11:26 PM
For Ill say the last new months (Since August) Ive been gradually eating less and less, I mean daily cal. intake. August I barely ate at all. But the last 3 weeks, maybe longer I dont keep track... Ive been getting under 1000 cal for daily intake. And I mean I have gym class, over 1hr of activity. I cant get myself to eat and I kinda dont want to... I need to gain weight, but not gain it or bad things will happen right away kind of thing. Over all Ive dropped 5 lbs since this began, I seem to keep it there. I cant drop anymore. But its really not fun, I am a vegetarian too if it matters. I mean I like being skinny as I am, still have some fat I cant loose, really nice if I would. But Im kinda freaked out. :/ Im not sure whats going on. Ive binged before I know once, after I forgot how many times. I mean, full on eating what I see. Really weird stuff too that doesnt go together... But Ive really just slimmed down a stupid amount, 2 pant sizes. I can see my freaking hips! AH!