My own thoughts

[kevin]

I saw sarah post her similar thoughts in her thread, I feel more confident to share now.

As you probably know, I've thought of suicide before. But I just keep having these disturbing images, then the reaction of all who apparently love me and just the aftermath. I feel better, not as depressed as before, but I still have these Images and they just make me feel even more depressed, almost worthless. I have mixed thoughts basically. And if you're just going to post "Oh please don't Kev" then don't, I don't want sympathy, I just want help and a half explanation of why I have these thoughts, am I the only one who thinks this shit?

[<-Dying_to_Live->]

youre normal, thats y u have those thoughts

[kevin]

Soooo, everyone has vivid thoughts about suicide for a prolonged time.

[<-Dying_to_Live->]

oh well now that you put it that way.... lol no. only you know why you think that way, beacuse only you know what has happened in your life to cause it

[*-tick tock-*]

as a teenager i truly figured out MANY people have these thougts about dying and aftermath..which is probably why people dont do it..its just a thing to where it gets so bad people cant hold on no more but you have too... you WILL hurt people if you do commit suicide or anything like that of that matter... and thats what lots of teens are afriad of... and afriad of how it truely is after death.. people also take suffereing and disturbing images (like u have) and use it as a way to get better
i feel the same way too its just scary to know exactly what IS after death?
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(did this make sense to ur topic at all?)