Does anyone recognise these symptoms...?

[tubanic]

I have a number of issues but I was wondering if they add up to a common disorder?
My symptoms:
1 I am socially withdrawn so hate leaving my house and don't go to school. I have had a few friends but they leave or get scared of me. I get very scared in public places. I stutter badly except when talking to my pets.
2 I attempt suicide regurlarly and loose rational thinking. I am normally depressed. I self harm for a release and to punish myself.
3 I have had an imaginary friend all my life and I believe that when I die, I'll be with her and so I try to take my life a lot, and she tells me to do things like strangle myself and jump off buildings etc
4 I hear voices calling my name and abuse which has been diagnosed as PTSD
5 I have vivid flashbacks anytime of day and I get bad panic attacks
6 I am obssesed with blood and I have dreams in which I kill people and drink their blood
7 I see people killing themselves and I always thought they're ghosts but it's distressing.
8 Esecially when unhappy, everything seems warped and I refuse to open my eyes because I hallucinate.

It would be great if anyone could help.

[Mortal Coil]

Sounds like (and I am NOT a doctor) psychotic depression with anxiety. But I may well be wrong. You should seriously get this checked out; I'd hate for you to seriously hurt yourself. Best of luck :hug:

[qwertygirl]

Yeah thsi is advice that sadly not many people on the internet could ever give you. I strongly suggest that you see someone, because if you find the right person to talk to, you will definitely get results!

[Abyssal Echo]

Sounds like (and I am NOT a doctor) psychotic depression with anxiety. But I may well be wrong. You should seriously get this checked out; I'd hate for you to seriously hurt yourself. Best of luck :hug:

I'm Bi-Polar and have some of your symptems I think Mortal Coil might be on to something. I deff agree you should seek professional help before you hurt yourself.

[tubanic]

Yes, I've been seeing some mental health support people but their main concern is keeping me alive, not a disorder that might be provoking my suicidal thoughts. I'm on even more medication after my lastest atempt, and therapy isn't really working. I have deep feelings for my hallucinations, more than anything "real" and it's really difficult to convey in person
Thanks for the advice :)

[vif859]

Some of the symptoms sound somewhat like schizophrenia, but I'm not a doctor so...

[MrDaniel2K13]

You need to visit a doctor, they can give you a proper diagnosis

[Joshh97]

Yes, I agree with others, honestly, seeing a doctor is perfectly fine, it helps to talk to someone however we are not the right people to be speculating what you may have, however I can relate with you about the blood thing, I harm myself and love the taste of blood.

Edit: When I say I harm myself I didn't mean you did, I was just saying I can relate to what you mean about being obsessed with blood, but I also enjoy harming other people, not badly just giving them some quick pain, they take it as a joke, its an addiction to me, but yeh, honestly, see a doctor, tell them the truth, much will come of it.