I'v lost everyone close to me...

[that-god-chick]

so iv lost pretty much everyone i was close to because they found out about my self harm now i only have pretty much a couple of close friends well 3 really and im scared im going to loss them to one has told me she is close to leaving because she cant take it anymore i just dont know what to do if i loss her i will have no one... im trying to stop but i cant iv jsut started to lie to everyone and telling them iv stoped when really i havent it saves them and me from getting anymore hurt but they see me in jumpers or wearing my wrist band and they know im doing it still... i just cant do this..

sorry about the vent i just needed to get this off my chest

[Breakeven]

if your friends walk way on you in your worst then they are not the kind of people you want to be around , they should support you and help you stop not walk away , ur trying to stop u should be proud of urself coz ur trying

and you have vt , vt is always here to help and ur never alone even sometimes u feel like that :hug:

[tubanic]

i lost all my friends when i got chucked out of school because I was suicidal. do you have any family to stick by you and support you? my friends found it too hard cos they knew about my self-harm and felt responsible. but once I told my parents, i wouldn't have to tell other people. but it's too late for me now i left my friends :/

[that-god-chick]

and look at that i just fucked eveything up and now iv just lost the last person i had left.. my mum told me tonight she cant handle me and my sister anymore so we have to go to my dads for a bit (the only way he has been apart of my life for the past 17 years is money) i hate my dad and my sisters hate me.... so yeah i kinda have no one, i cant talk to anyone about whats happening either as one of the few people i trust my counsellor has just gone on holidays and all the rest have left me

[Mynick]

I can relate with some of that.
I only have 3 friends, and that's because they self-harm too, therefore i trust them. My mom just found that i self-harm and i thought about suicide, plus i hate my father.
The best advice i have for you, is put some phones and don't care about the people around you. At least that's what i do, and it hepls me. And pop around here, VT is here for that :)

[that-god-chick]

I can relate with some of that.
I only have 3 friends, and that's because they self-harm too, therefore i trust them. My mom just found that i self-harm and i thought about suicide, plus i hate my father.
The best advice i have for you, is put some phones and don't care about the people around you. At least that's what i do, and it hepls me. And pop around here, VT is here for that :)

im sorry to hear that.. thanks for the advice, i do that now pretty much and im on my phone alot but i get in troble for being anti-social but i see no point in being social with people who dont want to be social with me

[jayyy-lmao]

When I first heard my friend was cutting, I was a little freaked out. But I stayed with her. And if your "Friends" didn't stand by you, they aren't friends. If your lonely, talk to someone. Talk to us. A counsellor. Anyone. It helps to talk about how you feel when your'e lonely.

[xarvon1412]

I can't believe that your friends would leave you like that. I still haven't told any of mine...I'm just worried what they'll think. Don't worry that-god-chick, I'll be your friend :)

[that-god-chick]

yeah i can understand y they would be frecked out or what ever but they have known for about a yr now and have only just started to pull away,yes it maybe partly my fault as i have this thing of pushing people close to me away but still u think they would do anything to stay by my side.. i cant talk to people i am really shy and really socialy awkard, and the one person i could talk to has just gone on holidays for 8 weeks...

thanks xarvon1412 :)

[justLouis]

I know a couple girls that cut and I've encouraged them and supported then because they're some of the most amazing people I've ever met and I don't want them to feel sad I want them to be happy. I'm one of those sensitive guys that will cry if something precious to me is in pain and I'm utterly useless to help them except my sincere words of encouragement.

Stay strong girl, their are people who care about you.

[that-god-chick]

well justLouis the world need more senative guys like you...
thanks

[lyriclover]

I think maybe you need some new friends. Sorry if that's blunt but anyone that would abandon you when you need suport and love is clearly not worth it.

[that-god-chick]

i know i need new friends but im a really shy person and really socialy awkard so im amazing i even had these friends.... not many people like me so its really hard for me to make friends