Very depressed considering suicide

[Superchief117m]

Ian very depressed and unhappy with my life. I have almost no friends I have never had a girlfriend and I am probibally too awkward and useless to have one. No one ever cares enough about me to talk to me at school so I just don't talk to anyone . I have had 2 seizures when I was very young and I have been thinking was I supposed to die? Is my life worthless? Will I be better off dead?

[Noirtier]

Ian very depressed and unhappy with my life. I have almost no friends I have never had a girlfriend and I am probibally too awkward and useless to have one. No one ever cares enough about me to talk to me at school so I just don't talk to anyone . I have had 2 seizures when I was very young and I have been thinking was I supposed to die? Is my life worthless? Will I be better off dead?

First of all, let me say that if you were supposed to die, you would have. I'm sorry that you had seizures when you were young, but you got through them, and you're here now. Now, what you do with your life is up to you. I'm going to be frank with you here. You can sit there and sulk thinking you have no friends and think about how pitiful you are because you've never had a girlfriend and all of that. But really, that's not going to get you anywhere. The more you tell yourself those lies, the more you'll think they're true. Even when they're not. Instead of sitting there stewing in your own depressed state, why not do something about it instead? Go out and try talking to some people, try making some new friends. I'm sure you'll find someone who will talk to you whether you think you will or not. As for a girlfriend, countless people your age haven't had a girlfriend yet. You're not the only one, and in all honesty, most high school relationships end in breaking up anyway. They rarely last, so you're not missing much. If you put yourself out there more, though, I'm sure you could find someone for you too. I know people who are a fuckton more awkward than you, I'm sure, and they're able to find someone. You will be too. It's up to you what to do, but there's my advice. You can either put yourself out there and try to make things better, or keep on living the life you're living. Your choice.

[tubanic]

Hey, please don't consider suicide as an option for this. I don't go to school anymore and I lost all the friends I had because I got depressed. I had a rough birth and nearly died and all these years I kinda wish I had. But I keep going in the hope that I will find someone, somehow and I might have a friend to give my life purpose.