What will happen to me?? :/

[AdolescentBoyBlue]

So my friend is sick,she has CisticFibrosis which is fatal.the doctors told her shed be lucky to live past eighth grade,recently she's been feeling really sick and hasn't been able to go out.she's in the hospital like every other week for 2 weeks.I'm scared that shes going to...well die..i was just released from hospitalization about a month ago for depression and suicidal plan,my med is barely keeping me from being sad I fear that I will be emotionally crippled if my only friend dies:( I don't know what to do

[PinkFloyd]

I am sooo sorry you have to be put through this. :( Suicide is a permanent solution that you will regret doing. You joined this site for help is my guess so youre on the right track. Your friend needs to know that her loved ones are caring about her. Spend time at the hospital with her no matter how heart shattering it is. She needs you. I again am very sorry. I wish I could relate to you, but the reality is that i cant. Just know that she will be in a better place. Im sure youve heard that before but it's so true.

- Robert

[AdolescentBoyBlue]

I am sooo sorry you have to be put through this. :( Suicide is a permanent solution that you will regret doing. You joined this site for help is my guess so youre on the right track. Your friend needs to know that her loved ones are caring about her. Spend time at the hospital with her no matter how heart shattering it is. She needs you. I again am very sorry. I wish I could relate to you, but the reality is that i cant. Just know that she will be in a better place. Im sure youve heard that before but it's so true.

- Robert

Thanks for the sympathy,everythings just so confusing right now because of everything thats going on,I'm actually visiting her Wednesday to be with her most of the day,idk what I think about the permanent solution I'm not sure if I see as that but i don't want to go there because then I end up in the psych ward again

[PinkFloyd]

Yeah, i know what youre saying. It's nice that you visited her today. Just remember that myracles do exist.

[xXJust Jump ItXx]

So my friend is sick,she has CisticFibrosis which is fatal.the doctors told her shed be lucky to live past eighth grade,recently she's been feeling really sick and hasn't been able to go out.she's in the hospital like every other week for 2 weeks.I'm scared that shes going to...well die..i was just released from hospitalization about a month ago for depression and suicidal plan,my med is barely keeping me from being sad I fear that I will be emotionally crippled if my only friend dies:( I don't know what to do

I hate things like this! :( I cant say much... Just, when you can see her as much and as long as you can. Just spend time with her, comfort her and make her feel okay as much as you can. She must be terrified right now and she needs someone there with her. I hope she does okay and like Rob above said, miracles can happen.

[AdolescentBoyBlue]

I hate stuff like this too,i hate that Im not straight and can't give her what she deserves. :/

[Mynick]

Im so sorry to hear this. You are going through such dificult situation, i can barely imagine it. As they said, just stay with her, give her all the support she needs, make her realize that she is not alone in this fight.
And lets hope that a miracle happens, that's all i can say

[AdolescentBoyBlue]

I actually want able to visit her,she said she felt too ill to stay awake

[Abyssal Echo]

The important thing is she knows you are there for her.