Moving

[deadpie]

So I left my home and am living 666 miles away and it's fucking shitty. It was originally my idea, now that I've made it I've hated the fact I did so, feel like it was the dumbest idea ever and want to go back. Of course I can't though. I would need money to move everything back and I'd have to get a job down there, bla bla bla, get my own apartment too. I'm still trying to get a job here.

I was told by someone when you grow older life becomes more about saying goodbye to people, but I don't want to say goodbye. I want to go back home, hold my dog, watch adventure time with my sister, see the friends that i love and love me, even if I still hate myself at least I'll have them longer. In this place I have nothing.

And that shit fucking hurts unbelievably. I honestly think I'd rather not meet anyone or befriend anyone else in life if I'm just going to say goodbye to them. I wish I could just erase them all from my head if that was what happens, but you just can't. Things don't work like that. It just fucking stays and hurts like fuck.

This is aimed for more of the users that are older teens. How do you deal with this shit? What do you think I should do?

[Castle of Glass]

older teens mainly. please, you only moved 666 miles away. try moving countries all about 1400 km away from each other. happened to me 4 times. but yes, life does become more about saying goodbye, but that doesn't mean it can't be also about saying Hello. i have never had a true "best friend". as you move more and more, you learn to say goodbye. but you can still stay in contact with friends, family and such. but it becomes harder and harder as people become older and the natural process continues.
Hopefully this helps. i know i am only 15 and i do not live alone or anything like that but i do know what it is like to move and say goodbye.

[FergusDunn]

Ok sorry younger teen - Ok you moved - expectations high and now what you really want is clear - back home - that might ease if you get a job so i guess you could either stick it out - or not - but thats the rock and hard place thing - you need money to move back -

Yes life can be more about goodbyes as we move on in life college or uni - first job and so on. But thats a huge opportunity to say hello to new faces. Its also a time to miss the familiar - ouch and that hurts. Hope you can find aways to get things as you want.

[Caver]

Maybe its because its your first time moving away? And moving away further is going to make things tons different. I always wanted to move away, far away in my own little apartment with beautiful views of the city and change of scenery. I think you need to look at what's positive and what's negative.