The start of something?

[DismaliciouSx]

Okay I'll get to the point, I'm worried I'm becoming anorexic or something of the sort. I weigh around 145 and I'm 6 foot 4 inches so it's not like I'm really short with all of that weight ya know? Anyways I'm beginning to not eat and I like it when I feel hungry because then I don't feel so fucking fat. It's like I know I'm not fat but then when I have to eat or see food I start thinking I'm the biggest fattest fuck ever.

[Mortal Coil]

Yes, this definitely sounds like you are beginning to get an eating disorder. I'd like to congratulate you on noticing it and seeking help; that is the first step.

Do you think there's anything in particular that's causing this? When did you first notice these behaviors?

[DismaliciouSx]

I believe it started because of my OCD with my weight when I actually see it, like on a scale. This started maybe around October and I haven't been letting it get to be but this week it's been getting worse.