Can only show Anger? & Self- Concious.

[Skyline]

I'm not sure if this is a disorder or not but it seems that the emotion I express most is anger. There are some instances when I feel sad or depressed but not very often. A couple of weeks ago my aunt died, I was very close to her yet I felt as if nothing had changed.

I tend to "bottle" my emotions when I think that people will criticize me. While on the topic of criticizing is it a disorder to not want to take/post pictures of yourself for fear of others thoughts. Is there a way to overcome this?

[FergusDunn]

I often feel my emotions are a bit mixed up Puberty and hormones maybes as well I find loss hard to deal with. My Gran died last year and for ages I just felt angry and at the same time just randomly thought stuff - Like its Mums birthday Gran will be round then realise no.

Regards pics and crit yes many dont want to - but posting pics anywhere is a bit risky

[tubanic]

Maybe it's because you're feeling stressed after your aunt died, but not consciously
Maybe you unconsciously feel angry or unfairly treated because of her death
If you're not thinking about her death are you coming to terms with it?
Sorry, but the sad feelings could come later, it's a common way of dealing with a loss
And oh I hate people seeing my photos I even hate seeing myself in the mirror :/
Hope you feel better soon :)