Heroin

[VictoriaGotaSecret]

I really want to try heroin, but I can't find anyone. Its driving me insane. I either need to do it or find someway to get it off my mind. I don't know how but i need to. PLEASE ANY IDEAS.

I'm losing everyone to this and if i do it they may lose me if I OD on the first try. PLEASE, IDK WHAT TO DO

[Lost in the Echo]

I recommend not doing it, heroin is VERY addictive, and besides, there is way safer and less addictive shit out there.
I really don't see why you NEED to try heroin...
I don't think you really wanna fuck with that shit, seriously.

[chiliguy]

no no no! why would you want to do something like that? If you want to die so much, there are easier ways... because heroin is nothing but brutal, slow death...

[VictoriaGotaSecret]

No other drug will work for what I need. IDC if this isn't healthy if i get and cant stop thinking about it i will do it. I just dont want to risk death so I need to find a way to get this off my mind. If i die i dont think anyone will car because they already dont because of this, but I dont want to make it worse. Plus I got the money beacuse of good grade from my uncle and If i OD it will make it look like its all his fault and hed feel horrible

[Hungman]

this may be harsh, by you are very fucking immature. If you arent addicted to the drug, and arent in withdrawal and dont even know the first hand effects of the drug, there is no way you 'need' to try heroin. You sound like a little kid, throwing a tantrum because you cant get something. If you feel the 'need' to try a drug there are many other alternatives (that IMO are better, healthier + funner) then heroin. Stop being childish, heroin isnt a pleasant high, let a lone the side effects that come with it. For all you know you may get addicted then you will really know what the 'need' really feels like.

[Enthusiast]

I agree with everyone else, don't fucking do it. Weed is different of course, it's like orange juice compared to that shit. Satisfy yourself with masturbating.

[Sordid Saint]

I know, it's a very very very appealing drug. And it's hard to stay away from trust me. But when you really get into opiates like I did, you lose yourself really fast. The first time you try it you're not gonna want to ever come down from the high, it feels like everything in the world is perfect. Until you come down. Then everything sucks.

Do what you want, I'm just gonna warn you that you're gonna end up wasting a lot of time with this drug. And time you can't get back. Really, trust me.

[CharlieFinley]

NO.
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[xXJust Jump ItXx]

Im gonna say this as literal Kurt.

'Dont do drugs, they fuck up your life. I did heroin, and I ODed a many times... When I died I had so much heroin in me, well it basically killed me or could of. Being I was technically shot, but someone else, not suicide. I did it cause of the excruciating stomach pain I suffered from. And its not gonna help you then and it wont help you later in life. Look up the side affects of it and what it does to you. Youll change your mind quick hopefully.'

[HandheldOutlaw]

I tried heroin. Once.
I don't recommend it. Or any drug for that matter.
They're all hell. This one's especially cruel.
I felt it coursing through my veins, like fire then like ice. I remember trembling and sweating and pain and nausea. I was puking until my throat was lacerated and bleeding. My fingernails turned blue and I passed out. I never did it again. It was too scary. I don't play with this shit man, don't do it. I care.

[Sordid Saint]

I tried heroin. Once.
I don't recommend it. Or any drug for that matter.
They're all hell. This one's especially cruel.
I felt it coursing through my veins, like fire then like ice. I remember trembling and sweating and pain and nausea. I was puking until my throat was lacerated and bleeding. My fingernails turned blue and I passed out. I never did it again. It was too scary. I don't play with this shit man, don't do it. I care.

Yup, if you're not up for feeling like hell for the rush, I don't think heroin is a good option lol. I forgot to mention this

[VictoriaGotaSecret]

this may be harsh, by you are very fucking immature. If you arent addicted to the drug, and arent in withdrawal and dont even know the first hand effects of the drug, there is no way you 'need' to try heroin. You sound like a little kid, throwing a tantrum because you cant get something. If you feel the 'need' to try a drug there are many other alternatives (that IMO are better, healthier + funner) then heroin. Stop being childish, heroin isnt a pleasant high, let a lone the side effects that come with it. For all you know you may get addicted then you will really know what the 'need' really feels like.

i didnt mean it like that. i know it sounds stupid to say your addicted before you try it and need it, but this is the only thing that will give me what i want. ive looked up all the information and idc about what it says about withdrawl symptoms because the feeling during the high makes it worth it. it wasn't a tantrum, i just asked for help to get it off my mind.

[VictoriaGotaSecret]

I agree with everyone else, don't fucking do it. Weed is different of course, it's like orange juice compared to that shit. Satisfy yourself with masturbating.

im not going to masterbate, im try to stop that too because its sick (for me atleast )

[Ryhanna]

im not going to masterbate, im try to stop that too because its sick (for me atleast )

And injecting your body with a drug that could kill you isn't sick?

I'm going to be blunt here. Don't be an idiot. Don't do heroin, or any other hard drug. You WILL fuck up your life. Just don't do it.

You don't 'need' to try it. Do you know how immature that sounds? If you're having problems in your life, go and see a counsellor. Heroin is only going to make whatever situation you're in worse. God, I can't stress enough how dumb an idea trying heroin is. Please, just go and play video games and stay away from that shit.

[Jaden Harlowe]

Don't take heroin. Ive done it myself, its stupid. dont get me wrong, it feels fucking amazing. but thats the problem, you spend the rest of your life chasing that initial high, that euphoric bliss, but you never acheve that again. the stuff killed my uncle, smoke weed instead!

[VictoriaGotaSecret]

And injecting your body with a drug that could kill you isn't sick?

I'm going to be blunt here. Don't be an idiot. Don't do heroin, or any other hard drug. You WILL fuck up your life. Just don't do it.

You don't 'need' to try it. Do you know how immature that sounds? If you're having problems in your life, go and see a counsellor. Heroin is only going to make whatever situation you're in worse. God, I can't stress enough how dumb an idea trying heroin is. Please, just go and play video games and stay away from that shit.

its not sick to me because thats kinda the point of doing. die and be happy or get high to be happy

[Ryhanna]

its not sick to me because thats kinda the point of doing. die and be happy or get high to be happy

There are other, better ways to be happy than getting high or dying. Please talk to a counsellor. I am concerned for you.

[VictoriaGotaSecret]

There are other, better ways to be happy than getting high or dying. Please talk to a counsellor. I am concerned for you.

i have one but if i tell her about this ill just get told im stupid(by her tone of voice)

[Clawhammer]

Kid, if you don't quit shit like this now, you'll never quit it and it'll drag you down. There are things worse than death, don't find that out the hard way. It will never get better and you will wish for so quick and easy a way out as death before the end of it. The suffering you face by turning your back on these things now is nothing in comparison with what you'll find down that road. You have a chance, you either take it, or you don't. The rest is up to you.
Be careful what you want, and what you think you need.

[Ryhanna]

i have one but if i tell her about this ill just get told im stupid(by her tone of voice)

Counsellors aren't meant to judge you. Is it possible for you to find another one, considering that you're not comfortable with your current?

[Lost in the Echo]

its not sick to me because thats kinda the point of doing. die and be happy or get high to be happy

That sounds immature as well.

It sounds like you're either really depressed or suicidal, go see a counselor for that, it helped me when I did.
You can be medicated for your depression, if you take drugs for it, then it will just make shit worse, I know this from experience, as I used to be an alcoholic.
Drugs and shit won't help you long-term, because eventually if you do enough drugs, you will die, possibly in a short amount of time.

If you want long-term help, then see a counselor and get medicated, it will help.
Please don't do anything stupid, at least don't fuck with hard drugs.

[VictoriaGotaSecret]

not really

[VictoriaGotaSecret]

Counsellors aren't meant to judge you. Is it possible for you to find another one, considering that you're not comfortable with your current?

not really

[Hungman]

i didnt mean it like that. i know it sounds stupid to say your addicted before you try it and need it, but this is the only thing that will give me what i want. ive looked up all the information and idc about what it says about withdrawl symptoms because the feeling during the high makes it worth it. it wasn't a tantrum, i just asked for help to get it off my mind.

how do you know it will give you what you want, when you have never had a first hand experience? the shit you read on the internet (for all drugs) is common symptoms of the drug, not exactly what will happen. Your brain chemistry could be unique in a certain way that any amount of heroin will instantly kill you, or fuck you up in some sort of way, you dont know the risk.

im not going to masterbate, im try to stop that too because its sick (for me atleast )

its sick to masturbate but not to be a dirty dope fiend? that is really sad that you think that.

not really

you are very immature, regardless if you think or not. This thread has killed my faith in humanity, seriously, THINK for a second.

[Lost in the Echo]

not really

not really

Oh yeah? Not really, what?

Saying "not really" has no correlation with what I, or that other guy said.

Honestly, I have no clue as to what I should say.
You're being really immature and stubborn.
DON'T FUCK WITH HEROIN!!!

Last time i'm telling you that ^^^

This has been already said, but it's really stupid that you feel like you need to try heroin, even though you've never had experience with that drug, and don't appear to have any knowledge on it.


Please, just don't do it.
Everyone is here for support, you don't need to fuck your life up.
So please, please don't fuck with any hard drugs, trust me, it will fuck your whole life up once you become an addict ( assuming you don't die from overdose ).

Please don't do it.

[Ryhanna]

not really

Then find a telephone counselling hotline and call that. The only one that I could find was
National Youth Crisis & Suicide Hotline 1-800-621-4000. I think that it's very important for you to talk to someone in a position where they are able to help you, because what you're thinking of doing is very damaging to you.

I'm sorry if you think we're all being "preachy," but we're only trying to help. One day you're going to realise how stupid a mistake trying heroin would be.

[Matt_2012]

No don't try heroin. bad shit and turns you into a zombie looking person

[VictoriaGotaSecret]

okat fine. call me what you want, but all i asked was for a way for me to stop thinking about this and what everyone has said wasn't an answer. No I will not masterbate because it means i have to touch something i hate. so anything other than that would be appreciated

[Magus]

Heard of psychedelics. Never tried them, but I bet they are dope compared to Heroin.

[Hungman]

Heard of psychedelics. Never tried them, but I bet they are dope compared to Heroin.

they are fucking amazing. Non addictive, and relatively high LD-50 (need way more then a regular dose to overdose) the only problem is if you arent mentally strong it can fuck with your mind, psychosis and that. From the sounds of it, this girl isnt at all mentally stable, so psychedelics would probably be a worse option on the mental health scale but better on the physical health scale. Dont do drugs.

[Sordid Saint]

You all should stop being so offensive. People are not idiots for doing drugs. Even heroin. It is a choice that could fuck up your life, but that doesn't make them an idiot. Smarten up. Of course people want to try something that feels so good, why the fuck wouldn't they? Instead of saying its childish and immature or whatever if you try heroin, why not tell them there's better options, which I did see people saying here, don't get me wrong. I just tend to get a little offended when I see people who are ignorant to the topic blindly saying things to others, but that's just because of what I've been through and what I'm going through. So sorry in advance

Honestly, to the OP, you need to find something that interests you that can take your mind away from everything. I know it's hard, trust me. I haven't even achieved it yet, maybe playing guitar counts? But if you find something that makes you happy, things will get so much easier. Don't tell me that there's nothing that makes you happy because that's just you portraying your feelings onto everything around you. There IS something that makes you happy in the world besides death and drugs. You just need to find it and stick with it and not give up. It is hard, and it's even hard for me because I'm having trouble finding my interest too, but do it and I promise things will ease up.

EDIT - Heard of psychedelics. Never tried them, but I bet they are dope compared to Heroin.

they are fucking amazing. Non addictive, and relatively high LD-50 (need way more then a regular dose to overdose) the only problem is if you arent mentally strong it can fuck with your mind, psychosis and that. From the sounds of it, this girl isnt at all mentally stable, so psychedelics would probably be a worse option on the mental health scale but better on the physical health scale. Dont do drugs.

Psychedelics don't have anything on the feeling that heroin gives you, it is called dope for a reason ;). Psychedelics ARE however, amazing. They can help you clear a lot of shit out of your head if you use them the correct way and not to just feel good and be silly. I've done a bunch and they are in fact very great, but the feeling you get isn't even comparable to opiates. They're two very different highs. Heroin is like an orgasm, really. There's a saying "if an orgasm is the best feeling in the world, heroin is a similar second". Don't get me wrong though, I love psychedelics :p

[Hungman]

im not saying she is an idiot, although heroin is very stupid as the risk factor is too high and isnt worth said risk. If you insist on trying heroin and i mean absolutely insist, try a different opiate, such as DXM or codeine. Psychedelics are all one really needs IMO :)

[VictoriaGotaSecret]

im not saying she is an idiot, although heroin is very stupid as the risk factor is too high and isnt worth said risk. If you insist on trying heroin and i mean absolutely insist, try a different opiate, such as DXM or codeine. Psychedelics are all one really needs IMO :)

what is DXM or codeine

[panick]

if you try heroine I bet you will your life in 2 years... WIth this I mean the only think you would care is to find your dope spending 23:30 hours finding for half an hour pleasure.
Your choice. I think is the worst thing ever, because you dont have life but illusion you are happy. look at this. you may change mind. http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-2244031/The-horror-Meth-Before-pictures-reveal-shocking-transformation-faces-users-hooked-deadly-drug.html?ICO=most_read_module

ps its not you just try it. Its so much addictive.

If you want to try so much try something else... there are so many kinds. :p
as where to find... everywhere its so easy....

You got the money to try. But YOU WONT HAVE ALWAYS MONEY to buy. so you will do everything to find some risking AIDS with infected injections.

in the worst of situation try psychedellic stuff. its better :p I dont reccommend anything. Hang out with friends or make friends try to forget your problems Find a boyfriend...
I f you begin drugs you will loose everything. So it will be like you are dead.

[Aajj333]

Don't try it, it WILL kill you