Have you ever..

[crushed_47]

Have you ever wanted to get seriously hurt .. and like end up in the hospital .. like close to death.. just to see who would visit.. and who really cares about you? How people would react?

I don't know.. just something I thought about.. and I really would want that to happen. it might sound weird.. but i don't feel that anybody cares about me. Well, i know my family does.. but i mean like my friends. Sometimes i feel that none of them care about me.. and i just want to find out who does.. and want them to realize how much i mean to them.. if i do at all. know what i mean?

its like that quote.. "sometimes you just have to run away.. just to see who will follow"

[TMTY]

hey if u dont think ppl care about u then know this u can always look here on VT for me or Adam or doug or alot of ppl for support! and everybody on VT cares! so dont feel that none of ur friends dont feel for u! and i feel that way sometimes but u know i always look to a higher figure if u know wat i mean so anyway! Pm me if u have any Qs k!

[crushed_47]

ok.. ill keep that in mind..
i just always feel uncomfortable because i feel like i'm complaining and i don't want to be annoying you know?

but thanks =)

[TMTY]

np and u can come to me if u want and complain i dont really care it doesnt annoy me if u got a Q then ill answer it!

[*-tick tock-*]

Have you ever wanted to get seriously hurt .. and like end up in the hospital .. like close to death.. just to see who would visit.. and who really cares about you? How people would react?

I don't know.. just something I thought about.. and I really would want that to happen. it might sound weird.. but i don't feel that anybody cares about me. Well, i know my family does.. but i mean like my friends. Sometimes i feel that none of them care about me.. and i just want to find out who does.. and want them to realize how much i mean to them.. if i do at all. know what i mean?

its like that quote.. "sometimes you just have to run away.. just to see who will follow"


that is EXACTLY how i feel.
i just get to a point sometimes where im like fuck it i dont care...but then you regret it afterwards..just like me and that rash..i was stupid enough to take another pill when i had it and now im scarred... well it WILL NOT GO AWAY. and it sucks..

its like.. i know people care..but it feels as if they dont..and u cant get rid of the feeling you gotta prove yourself
man... i wanted to cry when i read this paragraph cause this is exactly how i feel right now

[*-tick tock-*]

yeah i have to get thru this problem too..
i dont want you getting hurt in any way i know it sucks cause of whats happening.. trust me i know. and even tho i dont know you id be sad to know that someones hurt... hang in there im here if you need to talk

[crushed_47]

thanks.. i'm glad someone knows how i feel. it helps

[Funkyjord]

I think that nearly all the time...
I am still thinking of it...
Maybe...

[ACDC_rocks99]

like what you said at the begining, people hear at virtual teen care, and we can be leaders and followers, like you said about following you when you run away.

bottom line we care :(

[Whisper]

Have you ever wanted to get seriously hurt .. and like end up in the hospital .. like close to death..

Everyday

[Chrono]

Have you ever wanted to get seriously hurt .. and like end up in the hospital .. like close to death.. just to see who would visit.. and who really cares about you? How people would react?

I don't know.. just something I thought about.. and I really would want that to happen. it might sound weird.. but i don't feel that anybody cares about me. Well, i know my family does.. but i mean like my friends. Sometimes i feel that none of them care about me.. and i just want to find out who does.. and want them to realize how much i mean to them.. if i do at all. know what i mean?

its like that quote.. "sometimes you just have to run away.. just to see who will follow"


Yeah I know what you mean, I think that a lot, like I hope I get hit by a car or something and I have to go to the hospital and there would be a chance I wouldn't make it and then I would see who would actually care enough to come see me

[Φρανκομβριτ]

If that were to happen, you would realise that a lot more people care about you then you think. Your family loves you, and so do your friends, even when it doesn't seem like it. SOmetimes when we are having tough times, they don't react as we want them to. We expect them to know what to do, but they don't. A lot of people care about you here too. Cheer up, we're here for you!

[teencrazykid]

I have actually thought of doing that. I walked out in front of a city bus, then my friend pulled me back. Then I realized that somebody cared.

[Waiting]

i went through this phase just before my sucide attempt (which i did end up in hospital as a result of...anyways i went through a phase of wanting to be hti by a car. so i was ther for a S.I reason that people would still come and bvisit me, have a break and get somer attention. i'm pretty sure many people would liek to know who would really come and see them.

[Sapphire]

I know exactly what you mean and have often imagined such incidences since the age of 8, if not before that.
I've planned to seriously hurt myself before just so I could find out who would visit me and what they would say but never actually went through with it.

[Hi i am jon]

i AM against suicide and self harm but i never stop thinking about it, like i was talking to this one girl who i dont care for any more, she was mad at my cousin and said she hated him wish he got killed i was like yeah right you would cry she was like yeah maybe then somehow the question got out if i were to die would she cry she was like pff i bearly know you (we talked every day online for like 6 months, i also hung out with her quite a few times) and i was like haha? and she was actually serious, but i always think if i were to actually die who would go to my funeral.....because that shows you how many people REALLY care about you...and for me its my fam......and not a lot of fam etheir :-/, every time i make good friends i move..........but.....its not bad to think about, its bad to do...i guess thats kind of what my dad did....he died because he felt no one no longer cared....proved him wrong on that one :(.........i am sure VT cares about you doesnt want anything to happen but the question always haunted me who would actually show up for a funeral....