Hello Past

[HeartCoreHannah]

I've recently started cutting again. For multiple reasons; my body is already destroyed so I don't see a reason to stop now, people from my old school are harassing me again, I put my feelings out in the open for a guy I liked only to be rejected, all my parents do is fight, were having horrible money issues at the moment, ect. ect. ect. I could go on forever about what was wrong. I'm over feeling this way and only waking up to wishing I was dead, and to spend my days cutting. I honestly thought after six years, shit would get easier. It's only gotten worse.

On a bright note though, my arms all completely scarred over. No fresh wounds. I figure if I still want people to think I've stopped self harming, then I have to go back to my thighs.

Anyways, I'm heading to bed. I'm exhausted. Goodnight. I hope you all sleep well.

[PinkFloyd]

Alright. Stop. Ive never had issues with self harming so i might not know what im talking about. Anyways, Nobodys body is destroyed. Everyone is beautiful in their own way. I know that satatement is overused but it sure as hell is true. My point is that self harming isnt good, and doesnt solve anything. You should see a school counsler or someone else that you trust and know will help you. PM me if you need someone to talk to.

-Robert

[StopStaring]

I have started re cutting on my thights due to a lot of shit at home and school. My mum just got divorced AGAIN and 3 people in my family died. Trust me i know how you feel - i have all my mirrors covered up so that i don't have to look at myself. However investing in bio oil or something like that to get rid of some of the scarring has really helped me and maybe it could help you to.
I hope it helps to know that you are not alone.

[HeartCoreHannah]

I have started re cutting on my thights due to a lot of shit at home and school. My mum just got divorced AGAIN and 3 people in my family died. Trust me i know how you feel - i have all my mirrors covered up so that i don't have to look at myself. However investing in bio oil or something like that to get rid of some of the scarring has really helped me and maybe it could help you to.
I hope it helps to know that you are not alone.

I'm really sorry to hear that. I hope things get better for you. <3 yeah, I've heard bio oil and things alike can help with scarring; I just haven't tried it yet. I'm in the position, I don't really know if I want my scars to be gone. They do cause a whole lot of trouble for me, but I feel like they are a part of me now. I think I would feel weird without them, you know?