survivor
November 23rd, 2012, 09:13 PM
If you are biased in religious preferences, you're not going to like this. This is a poem about an X i carved into my ankle which I know think of as a cross, because it makes me feel like I have a guardian.
I was lonely, sad, rejected from my friends
I had told two people why and one had spilled the beans
Feeling like trust was lost, knowing I would never be the same...
I started drawing on my arms, on my hips, on my legs
That night my legs were dripping, blood falling to the floor
I couldn't see what I had carved, I couldn't think of my "friends"
When I wiped away the blood I would have something to explain
lines crossed my hips, a circle on my thigh
But the thing that haunts me still today, the X on my leg
At first it was just that, an X, until I found my faith
Today, that mistake is an angel
An angel watching over me waiting for when I slip
For an X turned sideways is a cross
And a cross with the Lord is a crucifix
An angel haunts my ankle, reminding me why I'm alive
Yet, sometimes I ask if I still shouldn't have died
I was lonely, sad, rejected from my friends
I had told two people why and one had spilled the beans
Feeling like trust was lost, knowing I would never be the same...
I started drawing on my arms, on my hips, on my legs
That night my legs were dripping, blood falling to the floor
I couldn't see what I had carved, I couldn't think of my "friends"
When I wiped away the blood I would have something to explain
lines crossed my hips, a circle on my thigh
But the thing that haunts me still today, the X on my leg
At first it was just that, an X, until I found my faith
Today, that mistake is an angel
An angel watching over me waiting for when I slip
For an X turned sideways is a cross
And a cross with the Lord is a crucifix
An angel haunts my ankle, reminding me why I'm alive
Yet, sometimes I ask if I still shouldn't have died