lonely

[ackmedsgirl666]

depressed.... saddened... miserable....untrusted
a fuck up.. a loser.. a loner... the biggest worst fuck up of life.....

why cant i do anything right... i should just turn my back on the entire world.... and forget about everybody in it..... no i am not talking suicide i am talking "new life"

i just dont stand a chance at anything.... AT ALL....
the one thing i wanted in life.. isnt even worth it anymore... im depressed... i wanna cry.. i wanna scream... punch myself.... write myself hateful things.....cut myself.... run away from everyone and cut off all ties and start a new life.

i wanna go far far away...... maybe even leave my country. but idk if its all worth it.. nothing seems to be worth it anymore..

what can i do to fix myself.. run away from my past..



ok ok..... i am depressed because i feel like the most untrusted person ever

[Mortal Coil]

Can I ask what, if anything, is triggering these thoughts? It seems like you've gone through something in particular that would make you believe these things.

[ackmedsgirl666]

well idk exactly just a whole bunch of triggering things.....
like losing my bestfriend... my boyfriend.... my father...
a whole bunch of shit

[its.me.akshay]

Hmm... Kmow something.... Failures are life... For every thing you failed god wud have a success recipe... Growing in size for you.... Has abraham lincoln given up his quest after his 46 failures... He wudnt have been one of u.s's great presidents.... Had soichoron honda.... Or steve jobs... Or even messi given up their life due to difficulties they wudnt have been the person they are.... First change your character... Everything arent negative... There wud be something positive in that... Thank god for that positive and hed be more friendly to you... Like he is to me...
You neednt be reading bible or in church everytime... U must be thankful of god for everything he gives... The failures... The success... Everything... And that will lead you to a new world... No one can change you... Except the lord himself... Try that... And ull go into a newer world immediately....
And btw... Do change ur pic... That maybe the source of all troubles... :p

[LouBerry]

Go somewhere quiet, turn off the lights, lay down and just cry. Let it out. You'll feel so much better.

[ackmedsgirl666]

thanks