Bit of a mess, really ... :/

[RaisingSand]

As posted in the relationship topic, last night I broke up with my boyfriend of almost two months, because the feelings just weren't there. Though I will say we did have an amazing relationship for the time that we were together.
I don't know why, because even though this is what I wanted, and I know it was the best thing to do, I just feel so empty, alone and sad ... :(

[Atonement]

Everyone with a heart has this. There is a change in llife and you just need to adjust. People just feel... like they lost a part of themself. Usually time will fix this, maybe a new hobby or just meet someone new when you are ready.

[Maverick]

Time heals everything. :) It's natural to feel the way you do despite knowing you made the right choice. Also remember it's just been 1 day and you can't expect to feel joyful and happy the next day. You have a conscience that will make you feel that way. Just remind yourself you made the right decision and as time goes on you'll be able to move forward and the pain will ease. Just hang on. What you're feeling is only temporary.

[RaisingSand]

I'm trying to. :/ I guess I just hate feeling alone, and I feel like I've totally fucked up my entire life ... :( I can be pretty self destructive with everything and everyone around me.

On top of that, I need to drink again. >.< And I've been trying to quit. And I drank an entire bottle of champagne the other night. :/

[Sapphire]

:hug:
I can completely relate to these feelings and I know it is a shitty way to feel. But just hang on in there. It will get easier and you'll find someone who you do have those feelings for.
Why do you feel you have screwed your entire life up?