ackmedsgirl666
November 21st, 2012, 05:35 PM
how do i forget about all of the memories regarding my ex boyfriend of a year ago
what will it take to stop thinking about him. i just wanna let go of him but something keeps holding on and if i keep talking to him i could end up in prison. i have a restraining order against him and because of me hes now like the worlds most hated person... and me well im also the worlds most hated person... i need some serious help... im full of mixed emotions... im seeing someone and have been the past 10 months... i cant stop pursuing my ex boyfriend from a year ago and i think its because i want to sleep with him again... or more or less i saw him the other night and when he held me things felt good... but that can never happen again because well by the time he is done with the restraining order and his probation he will probably be over me and be seeing another women and the thought of it kills me. why is this happening to me.. why cant i just forget. my boyfriend got his ass thrown in jail in hopes that me and my ex would stay away from another but no it made things worse and i cheated more :'(
wtf do i do... idk what to do anymore...
i wish there was a way to turn back time.... and change everything..
i know i still love my ex and i always will.... theres just apart of me thats just not strong enough to let go of him.. and now i am worried he went back to jail for seeing me the other day.....because he hasnt been answering his cell phone.... i saw his mom yesterday.. was the worst day of my life...
I JUST WANT TO TURN BACK TIME AND MAKE THINGS BETTER... i am dying for answers and idc what you ppl tell me.. say something negative idc i wont neg rep for it..... say something positive well thanks... but either way idc..... i hate myself so much right now.... how do i forget everything?????????????????
what will it take to stop thinking about him. i just wanna let go of him but something keeps holding on and if i keep talking to him i could end up in prison. i have a restraining order against him and because of me hes now like the worlds most hated person... and me well im also the worlds most hated person... i need some serious help... im full of mixed emotions... im seeing someone and have been the past 10 months... i cant stop pursuing my ex boyfriend from a year ago and i think its because i want to sleep with him again... or more or less i saw him the other night and when he held me things felt good... but that can never happen again because well by the time he is done with the restraining order and his probation he will probably be over me and be seeing another women and the thought of it kills me. why is this happening to me.. why cant i just forget. my boyfriend got his ass thrown in jail in hopes that me and my ex would stay away from another but no it made things worse and i cheated more :'(
wtf do i do... idk what to do anymore...
i wish there was a way to turn back time.... and change everything..
i know i still love my ex and i always will.... theres just apart of me thats just not strong enough to let go of him.. and now i am worried he went back to jail for seeing me the other day.....because he hasnt been answering his cell phone.... i saw his mom yesterday.. was the worst day of my life...
I JUST WANT TO TURN BACK TIME AND MAKE THINGS BETTER... i am dying for answers and idc what you ppl tell me.. say something negative idc i wont neg rep for it..... say something positive well thanks... but either way idc..... i hate myself so much right now.... how do i forget everything?????????????????