i wanna go back

[ackmedsgirl666]

i dont feel like my miserable life is getting any better
there was a time when i used to snort things.. and sometimes smoke things combined with marijauana like salvia and sometimes "E"

and i wanna go back to those addictions.. and idk if i could stop if i did go back... it seems that drugs would be the only thing keeping my life going...

what do i do to hold back.. right now im just smoking marijuana

[Φρανκομβριτ]

I look back at my addiction and identify the worst parts of it. I then compare that to the life I'm leading now and ask myself "is it worth it?".

Of course it's the easier road to travel, but It's certainly not pretty or fun

[ackmedsgirl666]

good point.. but like i just wonder if my life would be any better with drugs in it because right now being sober all the time my life is pretty shitty

[Φρανκομβριτ]

I get where you're coming from 100%, believe me! I go through that battle every morning when I wake up, but 90% of the time, I'm able to say "I don't want to go back there"

On the 10% of the time I'm able to keep some control on my usage, so I plan it for a night or a weekend every few months. If you feel like you would get sucked back in again though, I'd strongly suggest avoiding them.

[Hungman]

if you can control your usage, and it isnt effecting you negatively, then you have a choice to make. If it does you more harm then good and you cant manage how much you use then its a problem.

[ackmedslayer556]

Um dear how did u smoke weed yesterday?

[ackmedsgirl666]

i didnt.. im talking about all i currently do is smoke weed

[Sordid Saint]

salvia and ecstasy are not physically addictive, meaning your body will not have withdrawals if you dont have the drugs. same with weed. if they ruin your life dont do them. its really simple. the only way not to do them is to keep yourself from using them, and if youre wondering how to do it, its exactly what i said, just keep yourself away from using them. trust me.

[Φρανκομβριτ]

salvia and ecstasy are not physically addictive, meaning your body will not have withdrawals if you dont have the drugs.

Ecstasy is normally based with some kind of speed or opiate. It's MDMA in it's pure form that isn't physically addicting.