really... realy strangly confused

[ackmedsgirl666]

so i cheated again... and my boyfriend knows but this time i broke up with him so i could tell him i did it as friends.. and he accepted it... but he was still a little upset.. i saw my ex boyfriend a few days ago while i have been staying with my best friend. so me and my ex were talking... and for 2 hours we talked and then we made out.....and well i felt really really good...

ok im having a problem here.. when i am with my ex i dont really feel strongly towards him... but when i am aaway from him i obsess over him and HAVE to see him and if i dont i freak out.. im not even supposed to be near the guy...

why do i feel this way.....when i am away from him i obsess and when i am with him i like cant stand him....like wtf???

[DarkWingedAngel]

GET HIM OUT OF YO LIFE FOOL!!!!! lol I love ya

[ackmedsgirl666]

GET HIM OUT OF YO LIFE FOOL!!!!! lol I love ya

well.. thats thats the problem!!!!!!!!!!
idk if i can
because i will always remember him as my first :(

[DarkWingedAngel]

well.. thats thats the problem!!!!!!!!!!
idk if i can
because i will always remember him as my first :(
yeah bur you need to forget about him kenzie. I know its hard for everyone to forget about there first. wether be sex wise or longest relationship and your first relationship. but its better to forget. I know I shouldn't be the one talking I still haven't forgot about him(by him you know who I mean don't say names) but you need to get over him girl. he is not your issue anymore. GET OVER HIM!!111!!!!!1111one!!!1111!!

[FreeFall]

Is it bad that I sighed and said finally?
You're not a chronic cheater are you?

Regardless, move on begins now. Grieve, mourn, cry it out. Focus on yourself and love yourself and grow. You notice your problem, so you can begin work on that right away.

Do you see yourself being happy, emotionally and mentally stable chaining yourself in your own shackles? The only person in this equation is you. You have an Ex, and you have yourself.
You control what you think, you control what it is you do. Your ex has no power over you, unless they have some sort of super mind power to take over another person.

Give yourself a whole lot of grieving and breathing room, you're going to need it.

[ackmedsgirl666]

ok thanks free fall :) once again......

[ayelove100]

try to think of some one else........