Can't take this anymore

[DismaliciouSx]

I don't want to live any longer, I simply cannot take it. I want to cut so bad but I can't... Then again I really don't know what's stopping me. I feel like I'm getting so fucking fat I want to starve myself. I cannot take this life any longer.

[Φρανκομβριτ]

Yeah, it gets pretty hard sometimes. It's a long, difficult road, but I'm told by EVERYONE that it's worth it.

I recommend you see a therapist, potentially a psych doctor and explore some options of relieving your pain.

Your state/province/country should have a suicide hotline. They are normally toll free numbers, so you can call from anywhere. I recommend checking out what's available in your region.

If you ever want to talk, everyone on the site is here for you

[Shaka]

Yep you didn't say specifics, but I do know that when you start recovering from the feeling, then you can do better in life and not feel so bad about yourself because you're trying, and succeeding, even to any little bit.

So Run, go out and get some exercise and channel that hatered into something getting you ahead. I promise you that running yourself ragged every day will relieve you somewhat and be hard and painful in the process. If you really do loathe the way you are, don't wallow in a pool of it, Get out there and make that fat bastard Run for all ey's worth!!!!


It'll do you some good, and if you could do it for awhile your body will start waking up more and more til you won't feel the need to hate yourself so much.

Best wishes, Shaka Raheem.