I need it...

[ArtistInNeed]

...my razor that is. My boyfriend took it home with him the other night, and I havent used it in a while it was just like a saftey net for me (stupid I know) and I feel kinda lost without it. Its weird opening my drawer and not seeing it. Am I really that pathetic that I feel sad without my razor at my house?

[star_face]

nooo way your not pathetic, the only thing you rely on to get you though the hard days has been taken away from you and it's understandable that it may scare you at first, where once the only thing that could help control your life is gone and now you have to find some other way to cope.
your lucky that your boyfriend cares about you so much and is trying to help and maybe if yuo do ever need it then you could go around to his to get it and seeing him will make you forget about cutting and allow you to go even longer without it.
But it's not pathetic at all! :]
x

[RaisingSand]

I agree, no way is that pathetic, I totally understand how you feel. Hang in there. :hug: