xxcupcakexx
November 14th, 2012, 01:30 AM
I've been having really bad thoughts lately...well I always have them but they have gotten worse lately. I wanna cut and other selfharm really badly...I'm a cutter and i bite,pinch,hit and scratch myself....I've been binging and purging a lot lately...I have bulimia and have been struggling with it for years (I'm 15 almost 16 and have been binging and purging since I was 9) I HATE myself! I Ned help I know I do..I was recently diagnosed with BPD (borderline personality disorder) my doctor didn't put me on any meds tho! Please someone give me advice...thanks. edit...I've tried to kill myself more than once