Relapse

[HandheldOutlaw]

No guilt??? I feel nothing but justified.
I'm messed up.
I need help.
4 on one 6 on the other.

[lyriclover]

Is there any adult you trust enough to ask them for help?

[HandheldOutlaw]

nope :/ im alone

[AkuRokuStalker]

There are tons of people on here who are willing to help. Just find one and ask. You are never alone.

[HandheldOutlaw]

here, i have help.
offline i have no one at all

[xXJust Jump ItXx]

Do you maybe have friends you could talk to even? I know relapse is hard and it sucks, I slipped last night after not cutting for 3 months.

[HandheldOutlaw]

i live with my best friend...
i don't want to stress him out with this. :/

& 3 months is great. :) i couldn't even dream of going that long.
im really sorry you relapsed. :( & im always here if you need anything. :)

[xXJust Jump ItXx]

i live with my best friend...
i don't want to stress him out with this. :/

& 3 months is great. :) i couldn't even dream of going that long.
im really sorry you relapsed. :( & im always here if you need anything. :)

If you tell him... Or he finds out cause he see your cuts in some way, its gonna stress him out. Its hard to tell someone youre cutting, I had to tell my girlfriend... Its not something you like to do and yes its gonna really stress them out but he maybe able to help you! Try talking to him about it, it may help you in any way. Thank you :) I think its the longest Ive gone so far... I keep not being able to go beyond that, doing 3 is hell. Its okay though, its just right now I really kinda hate myself for slipping and yeah they are gonna scar over too...

[HandheldOutlaw]

i don't want him hurt. :/ or to feel as if it's his fault
he's done so much for me. i feel like im betraying him (even though he's not making me stop- he wants me to but he knows its not gonna do any good to force me or make me promise) its really painful.

i didn't feel bad at first but now i do. :(

&i think the longest I've gone is a month :/ but usually three days.

&how did you tell her?

[jessygurl09]

i just relapsed too... it had been about a month.. im here to talk to if you want(:
and, i felt the same way about telling my bestfriend and boyfriend.. i just told them though... i took a deep breath and said ive been hurting myself. then i told him where and how, and he started asking me questions about it, and he was very supportive of me(: im gonna encouravge you to tell your best friend(:

[HandheldOutlaw]

he found out.
ended up doing it again.
went too deep. got scared. :/

[survivor]

It sucks that you relapsed, I know the feeling. However, maybe its a good thing that your roommate knows now. Maybe your roommate can be your support offline.