I don't know what more can I do, I just want things to be ok

[Dawn01]

I just can't accept it, I feel real bad for ruining our friendship and I want to fix things, but he is being so apathetic, no matter how many times I said that I want it like it was before and that I'm feeling real bad and guilty :/ I wish I could just back on time and avoid all this, I never felt so crappy before!

Well, it's not my fault at all because I really didn't knew that he had other person, and he not only didn't told me but also kissed me back and let everything happen, so if he cheated on this person, it's mostly his fault! I'm just a person u_u It only cracks me how he seems to be blaming me, and how he doesn't want to be even friends with me anymore, he said that could "end up in tragedy"... I'm really offended, he treats me like I'm some kind of psycho or some kind of danger that could ruin everything, I don't like it and I want it to stop!!

The problem is that I already sent him away to many texts, and he only replied saying "Please stop", "Please, stop sending me texts, we can talk on facebook chat if you want"... There's a message there for him and I also sent him an e-mail, but still no replies. I wish I could do more, I want to talk to him and feel that everything is fixed, I want him at least as a friend and I wish I could just erase all this madness :cry: It just hurts like hell to see things like this!

[lyriclover]

Try talking to him in person. Tell him that you want to forget everything that happened between you two and be friends. If that doen't work you might have to accept that people come in and out of your life for a reason. There's more people out there than just him.

[Dawn01]

Try talking to him in person. Tell him that you want to forget everything that happened between you two and be friends. If that doen't work you might have to accept that people come in and out of your life for a reason. There's more people out there than just him.

The problem is... I don't know how could I meet him in person now, he keeps disappearing, and I don't know if I should call him, I think already bothered him too much :( He is a weird person, he is almost never on facebook and he almost never has credits on his cellphone '-' I could call his home, but like I said, I don't know if I should.

Everything is just so surreal, we were such good friends, everybody would think that we were in love, but now things just don't make sense... :cry: I just want to fix it, but I don't know if it's possible!



UPDATE²²²²: SEEMS THAT HE REALLY CHEATED ON SOMEONE BECAUSE OF ME!! :/ I think I just stalked the right girl (yeah, seems it's a girl, I was considering the possibility of him being gay lol), I feel real bad for her, but I'm mad at him for not telling me about her ¬¬ If I'm right about the girl and based on what I saw on her twitter, their relationship seem to not doing very well, so I don't know, maybe he ended our friendship in a attempt to save it?

I wish I could fix this craziness...

[lyriclover]

Hmm. Idk. I'm in a really similar situation actually. If I think of anything that works I'll let you know. :)

[Dawn01]

Thanks lyriclover ^^

Fuck, I love that guy so much :(

[Dawn01]

I think I did a HUGE mistake when I kissed him, now I regret it with all my life! I never wanted things to be that way, I want him back, I want him by my side, but now he must think I'm a relationship ruiner... I don't understand him now :( I just want to fix it, I don't want him to be somebody that I used to know.