I haven't posted in a long time, but...

[screamtobeheard]

I cut for the first time in a very long time. My roommate is sleeping at her boyfriend's and I'm alone and no one is here to make me stop dwelling on things and it just popped into my head. I didn't even do it for the pain, like I used to. I just wanted to see the pretty little lines on my arm...

It's not really relapse, but it's kind of weird and I just wanted to let it out.

[StoneRose]

I only cut really briefly, maybe did it four or five times, and sometimes it was just seeing the little red lines starting to come out of my skin that made me want to do it. I just found alternatives to let out my anger. Whatever it is that helps you calm down and let out your feelings without hurting yourself... you need to find that. That probablly isn't a new idea for you though. That's just what helped me stop.