Gandalf
November 9th, 2012, 05:42 PM
I know what I need to do. I promised myself over and over that I would. I still didn't.
I want to get help. I just can't deal with it alone yet nobody in my life cares enough to help. The one person who can DEFINATELY see something is wrong isn't trustworthy.
The few that know how I am are olbious to my need which depresses me further.
I can't control my thoughts.
My head hurts. I have no reason for it. It's friday night and I should be relaxing BUT I CAN'T.
I am falling into this pit and need myself to get out of it. SAVE ME
I feel tempted to cut.
I want to get help. I just can't deal with it alone yet nobody in my life cares enough to help. The one person who can DEFINATELY see something is wrong isn't trustworthy.
The few that know how I am are olbious to my need which depresses me further.
I can't control my thoughts.
My head hurts. I have no reason for it. It's friday night and I should be relaxing BUT I CAN'T.
I am falling into this pit and need myself to get out of it. SAVE ME
I feel tempted to cut.