mikey malek
November 7th, 2012, 06:17 PM
I'm new to this site....and don't know if I'm using it right...but anyway...here goes. me and this amazing relationship. let me tell about it:I never believed in love or relationships but this girl came into my life and I started to like her but I told myself I'd never tell her because she was against relationships and very religious....so one day my friend tells her that I like her and she says that she likes me and then she got my number and texted me and told me that even though she likes me we will never have anything because it's against god...blah blah blah...ok fast forward a bit.....she starts telling me about how people are mean to her and she started talking about how much she hated herself. and I told her how amazing she was to me and then she told me...."I love you" and I told her I loved her too....fast forward again. we talked about marriage...we were a bit young (and still are) but it wasn't much longer until we could....after we started going out we saw each other a bit less due to the fact that she didn't want her parents to know.....fast forward again....so one day I text her "I have to tell you something" and she said she had something to say as well so then I said "you go first" and she sent me this
"We need to stop talking.. My parents know and they're mad.. I feel guilty.. I know it's going to hurt you and that's why I asked you not to reply.. This is really hard on me and I know if you say something it'll make it harder..this hurts me because I know I'm going to hurt you.. I'm so glad that I saw you on sudsy for 2 reasons.. The first one is that I missed you and I wanted to see you and the second one was that I realized how uncomfortable I am around you.. Since then talking to you isn't the same.. We need to stop talking now. If I be with you any longer it's going to hurt us both.. Noooo don't do that. If u still love me this way in the future be with me the right way (marriage) cuz this way is too painful for me... So I guess what I'm trying to say is that yes we aren't going to talk anymore..but from now on I'm not your girlfriend either :( good bye my batata" (batata was my nickname :/ ) and the she logged off messenger ....(I can't text her anything about what happened because her parents know who I am and they read her messages online) I hope this isn't too long a story and I hope it makes sense...I have horrible english. sorry....what do I do? I can't stop loving her...
"We need to stop talking.. My parents know and they're mad.. I feel guilty.. I know it's going to hurt you and that's why I asked you not to reply.. This is really hard on me and I know if you say something it'll make it harder..this hurts me because I know I'm going to hurt you.. I'm so glad that I saw you on sudsy for 2 reasons.. The first one is that I missed you and I wanted to see you and the second one was that I realized how uncomfortable I am around you.. Since then talking to you isn't the same.. We need to stop talking now. If I be with you any longer it's going to hurt us both.. Noooo don't do that. If u still love me this way in the future be with me the right way (marriage) cuz this way is too painful for me... So I guess what I'm trying to say is that yes we aren't going to talk anymore..but from now on I'm not your girlfriend either :( good bye my batata" (batata was my nickname :/ ) and the she logged off messenger ....(I can't text her anything about what happened because her parents know who I am and they read her messages online) I hope this isn't too long a story and I hope it makes sense...I have horrible english. sorry....what do I do? I can't stop loving her...