bad bad bad feeling.....

[ackmedsgirl666]

i was sent this message today by some girl(who believe it or not is younger than me) she has been bullying me for over a year
anyways we used to be good friends
tonight she sent me this and it really hit a soft spot
i attempted suicide this evening

anyways i am not trying to trigger anybody by posting this. there is some offensive language but i dont think any of this should be triggering.... mods feel free to edit if it comes off as offensive in any way

bro u fucked up. ///// is a college kid im in high school with a job and that job is the BEST job that an imployer can see on a resume so your fucked if you think that doesnt count as a job. and your going noone were bitch. your fucking mentally handicaped because your mama was drinkin herself sick wen she was prego with you because she didnt want you. and you should be on medication your fucking retarded and your guna be living on OW for the rest of your life because your pathetic and //// is far from selfish hes a very selfless person and your the selfish one. you may act like you care al shit and help out just to keep someone around so you dont feel sorry for yourself because you got no friends you fuck tard. you pick dick over a good friend that has a lot of love to offer you fucking retard you deserve every dit of bullshit you drag into your life. you like to date rapests and nasty ass pedofiles becasue its the only thing that you can get because your so nasty that no good guy would ever wana toush you with a 10 foot poll you fucked up fat ass nasty peice of shit dont talk to ////anymore or ima tweek and come there and settle this the way i used to back home you fucking cow go die in a hole please. no one will care because no one loves you you stupid slut bag.

what do i do.. its not like i can call the cops. she used to live in my city but she moved to BC recently
she really hit a soft spot when she mentioned my mother
i am well aware of the fact that i have fasd and i know all about it... but what can i do to make these bad feelings go away
i mean what if this gurl is right and my mom did do it intentionally
i feel so ashamed of myself...
so i tried to make the bad feelings i felt from this message go away
and i tried to take my life again but had to stop myself because my boyfriend is in the room..

i really need someone to talk to right about now :(

nam,es have been removed upon request //////

[ImCoolBeans]

You need to erase her from your life. She lives in BC and you live in Ontario -- if you want her to disappear from your life you can make that happen. Block all of her means of contact towards you and if she continues to harass you, you can report it. There is no need for any of that nonsense in your life. You don't deserve it.

Turning to suicide is the worst decision you can make. If you could regret doing it after the fact, you would regret it over and over again. Life is too short to cut it off before you really start to experience it. These rough patches and bad people do not stick around forever -- you will beat it and come out on top.

This girl is desperately trying to hurt you for one reason or another; but please realize that she is the pathetic one here. Not you. You are not pathetic, you are not unloved and you are certainly never alone. We are all always going to be here for you, and I'm sure the same goes for your boyfriend. If you ever need anything please never hesitate to contact me, I'm always more than willing to help. You need to take control of this situation and cut ties with her.

[DarkWingedAngel]

Since my name is in here and this is my friend you are posting about could you at least take my name out of the post please. And you called her a bitch slot and whore onto of trash talking her twin(me) yeah she's gonna say something bout it. But on another note, just ignore her. When she comes down here to visit stay in your city and don't even find out what she doing. Thing is kenzie you bring it upon yourself. She doesn't just say that out of the blue for no reason. She ALWAYS ha a reason. Other way all You need to do is ignore her.