heartbroken, drugs, cutting

[bloodshot_eyes]

She broke my heart, that really doesn't help me out any better. I thought I was finally gonna be happy, even if it was just for a little while. I was wrong. Istarted popping pills today, trying to get things off my mind, to try to relax. I felt such a rush of happiness. I want to start rolling again, like when I was so carefree about the world. After almost 2 years, I started cutting again. I blanked out and it felt amazing to me. As if I deserved it. I don't feel anything at all. I feel numb. I need to find a way out of my life. Someday..

[HandheldOutlaw]

Listen to me... you're better than this. I don't know you, true, but you ARE better and you ARE stronger.
Please hang on... don't do anything irrational.
Please don't harm yourself. I don't know you...but I'd like to. Care to chat sometime?
Things get better.
The rush from the pills isn't going to last...i know you know that
It's a placebo. A band-aid. You don't deserve this
if ever you.need anything love

Im here

Xx Laur

[West Coast Sheriff]

Please don't take drugs or cutting over a broken heart. I know what you are going through and it really isn't wort it. I wish I would've listened to all those wonderful people who told me to snap out of it. If only I wouldve listen. Its not away to deal with your problems. Well it is but it's certainly not a good way. In fact, it is a terrible way. Yeas it feels great when using drugs or cutting but it only makes it worse when you have to buckle up and face reality. Please back out of this before you are effected any worse by this. Take my word. If you ever need to talk about something, I'm here to talk. And please stay strong

[bloodshot_eyes]

I didn't start cutting and pills again over a broken heart. I started because of everything that has piling up in my life. I've been dealing with constant pain. I keep getting hurt by people I trust. I haven't been able to really cope with things. i just want someone to talk to. Someone that could understand.

[HandheldOutlaw]

At the risk of sounding redundant-- I'm here to listen.
So are so many others on this site. Do you have anyone in real life? A counselor or a trusted adult?
You seem like you really need that right now. Please be gentle with yourself. <3
Take some time to just breathe.

[bloodshot_eyes]

I noticed, that's why I joined the site.
And no not really, I'm not one to talk about my feelings in real life.

[HandheldOutlaw]

I know its hard bit maybe you should open up more, it really can help. :)
And I'm so glad you've come here

[lovergirl22]

i hate how i always get pick on and sometimes it so hard to bear sometimes i want to hurt myself and other times i just want to die