My heart is broken and I'm losing my hope in love...

[Dawn01]

Man, I can't deny it anymore, my heart is fucking broken! I can't believe I let this happen, but yeah, I'm sad mostly because of HIM :(:(:(:(:(:(:(


He said he was with another person the time we kissed (ps: I kissed him first, but he totally kissed me back). I felt so bad for being the third person in a relationship, and then he said that maybe we can't be even friends anymore because it would make both of us feel worse... Man, I just spent the last 3 days with nauseas and eating badly, I threw up two times and I cried a lot! I can move on from him, but really, I can't imagine myself with other person now, he was my crush and one of my dearest friends :/

To tell the truth, I don't even know if he is straight or not, if the other person is a girl or if it's a guy, it was so weird the way he friendzoned me without saying much about his feelings at first, he was somewhat insensible! It disappointed me a lot :cry:

Yeah, my story is a bit crazy, and it just make things worse... I can't belive I let myself dive in this madness for such a long time! I think I failed in life the time I feel in love with him, I lost away too many time trying to be with him!

Why he let all this happen, why?! Why some people can't make sense?! Why can't I be happy at love?! I mean, I'm 17 and I never had a serious relationship, all my attempts have failed until now :( I'm just losing my hope in love!

[xXJust Jump ItXx]

Man, I can't deny it anymore, my heart is fucking broken! I can't believe I let this happen, but yeah, I'm sad mostly because of HIM :(:(:(:(:(:(:(


He said he was with another person the time we kissed (ps: I kissed him first, but he totally kissed me back). I felt so bad for being the third person in a relationship, and then he said that maybe we can't be even friends anymore because it would make both of us feel worse... Man, I just spent the last 3 days with nauseas and eating badly, I threw up two times and I cried a lot! I can move on from him, but really, I can't imagine myself with other person now, he was my crush and one of my dearest friends :/

To tell the truth, I don't even know if he is straight or not, if the other person is a girl or if it's a guy, it was so weird the way he friendzoned me without saying much about his feelings at first, he was somewhat insensible! It disappointed me a lot :cry:

Yeah, my story is a bit crazy, and it just make things worse... I can't belive I let myself dive in this madness for such a long time! I think I failed in life the time I feel in love with him, I lost away too many time trying to be with him!

Why he let all this happen, why?! Why some people can't make sense?! Why can't I be happy at love?! I mean, I'm 17 and I never had a serious relationship, all my attempts have failed until now :( I'm just losing my hope in love!

Im sorry, Dawn. :( Im really not sure what to say... I hope things get better soon.

[Dawn01]

Im sorry, Dawn. :( Im really not sure what to say... I hope things get better soon.

Nirvana! :whoops: My week has been really awful because of this guy, I don't know what to do anymore, I just keep thinking about what the fuck this is supposed to mean, really, it has no sense at all!

I hate how these kind of things seems to happen only with me... I'm no ugly, I'm no bad person, I just really don't know why these crazy things happen to me :cry: I've been so unlucky at love!

[Smeagol]

I'm sorry sweetie. Obviously you don't deserve this. I wish you luck with your future relationships, I think you need to let go of this one. Go get some exercise, call a friend, watch a movie -- anything to keep your mind off it. Good luck!

[Sonic Boom]

People are incredibly fickle and selfish during this stage of our lives. So don't feel too bad (even though it's hard not to feel a little crushed). So wipe up those tears :) and find ways to just clear your mind, as Maeve suggested.

[Dawn01]

Thank you very much :) I try not to think about it, but then I caught myself thinking again, and I'm all like "WHAT THE FUUUUUUUUCK IS THIS???!! WHAT THE FUUUCK WAS THAAAT???!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!!!!!!"

Yeah, it's doing me a lot of bad :/ But I can survive this sadness... Too bad that I lost away too many time liking him, but it's ok, I'm still young at least ^^

[lovergirl22]

Man, I can't deny it anymore, my heart is fucking broken! I can't believe I let this happen, but yeah, I'm sad mostly because of HIM :(:(:(:(:(:(:(


He said he was with another person the time we kissed (ps: I kissed him first, but he totally kissed me back). I felt so bad for being the third person in a relationship, and then he said that maybe we can't be even friends anymore because it would make both of us feel worse... Man, I just spent the last 3 days with nauseas and eating badly, I threw up two times and I cried a lot! I can move on from him, but really, I can't imagine myself with other person now, he was my crush and one of my dearest friends :/

To tell the truth, I don't even know if he is straight or not, if the other person is a girl or if it's a guy, it was so weird the way he friendzoned me without saying much about his feelings at first, he was somewhat insensible! It disappointed me a lot :cry:

Yeah, my story is a bit crazy, and it just make things worse... I can't belive I let myself dive in this madness for such a long time! I think I failed in life the time I feel in love with him, I lost away too many time trying to be with him!

Why he let all this happen, why?! Why some people can't make sense?! Why can't I be happy at love?! I mean, I'm 17 and I never had a serious relationship, all my attempts have failed until now :( I'm just losing my hope in love!

ik how you feel they tell you they love you and then they do what they shouldnt so im srry

[lol1234567890]

Man, I can't deny it anymore, my heart is fucking broken! I can't believe I let this happen, but yeah, I'm sad mostly because of HIM :(:(:(:(:(:(:(


He said he was with another person the time we kissed (ps: I kissed him first, but he totally kissed me back). I felt so bad for being the third person in a relationship, and then he said that maybe we can't be even friends anymore because it would make both of us feel worse... Man, I just spent the last 3 days with nauseas and eating badly, I threw up two times and I cried a lot! I can move on from him, but really, I can't imagine myself with other person now, he was my crush and one of my dearest friends :/

To tell the truth, I don't even know if he is straight or not, if the other person is a girl or if it's a guy, it was so weird the way he friendzoned me without saying much about his feelings at first, he was somewhat insensible! It disappointed me a lot :cry:

Yeah, my story is a bit crazy, and it just make things worse... I can't belive I let myself dive in this madness for such a long time! I think I failed in life the time I feel in love with him, I lost away too many time trying to be with him!

Why he let all this happen, why?! Why some people can't make sense?! Why can't I be happy at love?! I mean, I'm 17 and I never had a serious relationship, all my attempts have failed until now :( I'm just losing my hope in love!

He don't deserve your love. Let him be just somebody that you use to know. jk! :) But, he really don't deserve your efforts. Maybe there's someone better.

[Dawn01]

He don't deserve your love. Let him be just somebody that you use to know. jk! :) But, he really don't deserve your efforts. Maybe there's someone better.

Holy, that Gotye song @[email protected]

Yeah, maybe... But I still believe in the kindness of people! I would apologize him :)

Thank you very much!

[gonzales12]

Well, i can understand what you are going through. It's been a real tough time for you to be in that situation. But life is all about moving on. Since he has got no feelings for you, it's better for you to move on as soon as possible. Or else it may hurt more. Try to socialize with other peoples. This may distract your mind from your trouble and can make you happy.

[Dawn01]

Well, i can understand what you are going through. It's been a real tough time for you to be in that situation. But life is all about moving on. Since he has got no feelings for you, it's better for you to move on as soon as possible. Or else it may hurt more. Try to socialize with other peoples. This may distract your mind from your trouble and can make you happy.

He is being really apathetic to me for someone who was once one of my best friends! It's his loss u_u

And thank you, you are totally right! :yes:

[mikey malek]

never give up on love...one day you're gonna find a prince and he will make you his princess...and together you will be amazing.

he doesn't deserve you or your love.

I don't really know what to say but...good luck! best of wishes! everything will workout in the end and if things aren't working out then it's not the end

[Dawn01]

never give up on love...one day you're gonna find a prince and he will make you his princess...and together you will be amazing.

he doesn't deserve you or your love.

I don't really know what to say but...good luck! best of wishes! everything will workout in the end and if things aren't working out then it's not the end

Awwwn, thank you so much :') I liked a lot what you said about things working out in the end!


This guy is still making me crazy, it's so strange how he turned to a monster, he was such a sweet friend before :cry: He doesn't look like that guy that took care of me when I was feeling bad, that guy that phoned me on my birthday, that guy that said I was still pretty without make up... Now he seems like other person, a real asshole, that gentleman that he used to be just died :/ It's an horrible feeling, it does hurt like hell, I'm trying hard not to make another topic about him because VT is already full of topics I did about him, and how he fucked with my mind.

People keep saying to me "He doesn't deserve you", "you are much better than him", "you deserve much better", "he is a jerk", "he is an horrible friend", "you should forget about him, you're a great girl who deserves the best"... BUT I JUST CAN'T, IT'S HARD TO NOT FEEL BAD ABOUT IT!! I loved him a lot, I had to put up with his horrible best friend (who belive me or not, was once my friend too, BUT HE IS A PSYCHO, I told about him here: http://www.virtualteen.org/forums/showthread.php?t=157344) calling me a bitch and doing cyberbullying to me, and our friendship survived all this, it's just terrible to see things die this way now :/

I wish I could be at least friends with him, but I don't know what to do anymore, he is being kinda hostile to me, I shall just wait and try to move on now. But still, I feel crappy, I feel like a failure, I know that I forced him too much, and I didn't gave him the time that he asked for... How wish I could fix things :(

[Bri-Bri]

girly, i have never been in the same exzact spot as you. but i know what its like to lose hope in love. in fact right now im struggling with it.
but everytime i think bout, i just tell myself that the only real love that is important is mine for myself.
that one day is in store for, when you find the one that changes all of that. just think it might even be tomarrow or next week! you never know.
for now, do things that make you happy. forget tht boy. he is not worth the self struggels(if that makes sence).
be strong! hold tht chin high! smile like you have never smiled before!
if you ever need someone to chat with. im here!! :)
*hugs!*

[Dawn01]

girly, i have never been in the same exzact spot as you. but i know what its like to lose hope in love. in fact right now im struggling with it.
but everytime i think bout, i just tell myself that the only real love that is important is mine for myself.
that one day is in store for, when you find the one that changes all of that. just think it might even be tomarrow or next week! you never know.
for now, do things that make you happy. forget tht boy. he is not worth the self struggels(if that makes sence).
be strong! hold tht chin high! smile like you have never smiled before!
if you ever need someone to chat with. im here!! :)
*hugs!*

Thank you *-*

That's just why I love VT, you people make me feel a lot better :D

I wish that he could just stop being an asshole, I would feel even better! It's so painful to see such a dear friend become such an idiot :/

[Bri-Bri]

no problem! glad i could help somewhat!

[Dawn01]

I wish I could just get him back as a friend... Everything is just so unfair :(

[Goldenaxe2.0]

He is a selfish bastard.

[Dawn01]

YEAH, HE IS!! :( But he wasn't! Maybe he is not fine or maybe that's who he truly is, I don't know anymore... I'm trying to talk to him but it's hard, it's like he disappeared /:

[AkuRokuStalker]

I know it may seem like the end of the world, but trust me the aching in your chest will go away and eventually you will forget about him. You will move on, I promise. You should never give up on love it will find you some day just not now. The majority of teenage relationships don't last past college, no matter how in love they are. So don't worry about it. I mean, you can still date just don't give your heart away so easily. I have learned that the hard way. I really hope you feel better soon. (Super smily/happy face)

[Dawn01]

I know it may seem like the end of the world, but trust me the aching in your chest will go away and eventually you will forget about him. You will move on, I promise. You should never give up on love it will find you some day just not now. The majority of teenage relationships don't last past college, no matter how in love they are. So don't worry about it. I mean, you can still date just don't give your heart away so easily. I have learned that the hard way. I really hope you feel better soon. (Super smily/happy face)

Awwwn, thank you so much :') That was lovely!

I was just thinking about suicide today, I don't think I'll ever do it, but really, I've been so down in the dumps , it was like they ripped off a piece of me, cause I lost a friend too (at least now seems that our friendship is dead) :( People keep asking me about him, and when I tell them that we are over, they say "Oh, but you two looked so in love!"

It's terrible...