I don't want to live anymore.

[Slouisef96]

I'm 16 years old. In 2007 I lost my auntie and ever since I keep going through horrible stages of being depressed. I've tried to end my life many times. I've recently broken up with my boyfriend who I've been with for 3 years. My friends don't want to know me anymore, they just aren't interested. I've never felt so alone in my whole life. I tried to end my life the other day and it would be so much easier if I had someone to talk to about what I'm going through but there is no one there. I cry myself to sleep every night. I can't remember the last day where I haven't been upset. I feel so alone, I just don't want to live anymore

[Sonic Boom]

I'm sorry to hear this. However, you've come to the right place to discuss your problems :)

Often a traumatic event (such as your auntie passing away) can cause a chemical imbalance and hormone deficiencies, which trigger depression. Depression unfortunately tends to repel others (your friends), which makes one more depressed, and you end up caught in a depression cycle.

What I suggest you do is make an appointment with a psychiatrist to put you on appropriate medication to sort out your chemical imbalances. The next step would be to talk about your issues with others on here or a counsellor at school or whatever.

I wish you the best of luck on your road to recovery.

[ackmedsgirl666]

things will get better
i myself have the same feeling daily.. except i argue with myself if i want to stay with my current boyfriend or give him the boot.. and most days idk what to think of my life and wanna die....
well all i can say is try and keep your head up