I want to just.. rage.. I don't know.

[Pano]

Hello.
I am writing this forum, let's see why.
My life is upside down, I am loner but an genius.
I don't even have friends, only 2 true friends.
But I think I love one of my true friend for real.
All I want to do is harm myself, you want to know why?
because my ex hurted me a lot and broke my heart..
after our 1 year relationship.
but that's not the reason.
but I have too many reasons.
Sometimes, I think that I should die but I know I can't.
My life is so complicated that no one will understand.

I don't feel comfortable saying the reasons, sorry.

Advice?

[Evie]

Hi Patrick , keep writing that helps and try not to be alone cuz that's worse.... Try to keep your head up and keep yourself occupied

[LizzardRAAWR]

Talk your friends, about anything, just talk. Talking helps, trust me =]]
someone once told me, think of the positive stuff. It cancels out the negative energy.
And I have problems too. Loads. I deal with them by locking them away in my head, forgetting about the ones that can't affect me anymore. The ones that can still affect me, I try my best time solve them. Then I lock them away, too. Try.