Depression Diagnosis is making me more depressed.

[MrVanity]

I was recently diagnosed with sever depression. My dad was relieved because he thought i had bipolar disorder or some form of autism. I however don't really know how to feel. My natural reaction is anger, but my reaction to almost anything is anger. I've been told that me reacting to everything with anger is because of my depression. I just don't know what my real feelings are and what is just my illness any more.

[Mortal Coil]

Honestly, the illness and your real feelings are the same thing. I'm sorry to say it, but depression is the result of chemical imbalances in your brain, and chemicals in your brain are what give you your emotions. It sucks to hear that you're severely depressed, but the good news is that once you're diagnosed you can begin to beat it.