TaylrJ
October 23rd, 2012, 04:52 PM
Starting this year, I have been in love with this guy. Right now, he is my best friend. I really hope I am his, since I care about him so much. I am 15, and he is 14. But I don't know, I have just been depressed over him lately. We are real close right now and have a real strong friendship, it's just I care about him a lot. I think he is gay, and I keep holding on to a thought about him liking me back. Which I really hope he does. And there are links to why I think he does at the bottom. Anyways, we are real immature and goofy. All I make him do is laugh. We have so much fun together. But sometimes I try to show that I love him, and he doesn't get it. We joke around and say we love each other but it is never seriously, which is confusing. I have opened up to him (not telling him I am gay!) and told him some personal stuff. He just teased me over it. Not trying to make it hurtful, just a joke. But it really did hurt. I have tried to get him to let me go to his house, he never does anymore. He'll say that I can come over at school, then at the end of the day he says he was kidding and invites someone else over. I guess he thinks it's okay because of my sense of humor. But it really hurts me and I wish he'd just be serious for once. He also thinks it's okay to not reply when I text him. If I ever miss him, or if I am down, I text him. Most of the time he doesn't reply. And I just get depressed. I even cry and question if he really loves me. Even though all the signs are there. What should I do? Could you help? Thanks...
To make it more convincing, I have listed reasons why I think he likes me in the 2nd paragraphs here:
http://www.virtualteen.org/forums/sh...d.php?t=155830
http://www.virtualteen.org/forums/sh...d.php?t=153137
To make it more convincing, I have listed reasons why I think he likes me in the 2nd paragraphs here:
http://www.virtualteen.org/forums/sh...d.php?t=155830
http://www.virtualteen.org/forums/sh...d.php?t=153137