thefear
October 23rd, 2012, 03:13 PM
So, basically I've been self harming for ages now. Sometimes that feeling goes away for a little while, but it isn't long before it returns and I'm drawn into the temptation. I had a panic attack last week and relapsed, during school. And tonight I could really do with doing it again. I just need some sort of release like. I can't talk to anyone, I don't know who I would if I had the courage anyway. I'm feeling the need to do so as I feel like I just piss everyone off, I feel like a waste of space to be honest. I just want this feeling to get out of my mind, y'know? Nobody knows how I'm really feeling, and it's worse than ever. I need someone to talk to..