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IVIodern
October 22nd, 2012, 02:37 AM
Whats the problem? I am not going to school because I am working on about 2 hours sleep. My mam didn't even ask why I am not going and got all pissed off and went to work. She knows I am depressed because I told her but it seems like she doesn't give a fuck (attempting suicide would give her a fucking wake up call). She blames it on me being on my pc all night (which i wasn't) and she is going to 'take the computer away' tonight. What will i resort to then? I have no friends. I use my PC to get away from the bullshit of everything. I use my PC for fun because I lost all intrest in things I used to enjoy.
Whats next?
kye.
October 25th, 2012, 02:55 AM
Whats the problem? I am not going to school because I am working on about 2 hours sleep. My mam didn't even ask why I am not going and got all pissed off and went to work. She knows I am depressed because I told her but it seems like she doesn't give a fuck (attempting suicide would give her a fucking wake up call). She blames it on me being on my pc all night (which i wasn't) and she is going to 'take the computer away' tonight. What will i resort to then? I have no friends. I use my PC to get away from the bullshit of everything. I use my PC for fun because I lost all intrest in things I used to enjoy.
Whats next?
Hang in there Peter. I know what you feel, I also rely on my laptop a lot. My mom use to be like yours, but suicide is not the way to wake her up. I learned the hard way and was put in a pavilion. Whenever you're feeling this way, talk to someone you trust and you know they will listen. Believe me it works :)
XxfakexX
October 26th, 2012, 05:40 PM
Hope you're okay. I'v been through the same but trust me, when your mum relises that taking your computer away doesn't help she'll give up. It just takes a little time and she's only trying to do what she thinks will help.
On the other hand please, if your considering suicide or feel like shit, just talk to someone first x It'll get better soon and we're here to listen :)
huntersteele11
October 28th, 2012, 09:39 PM
moms are people to and mabe she is just as scared as you and just dont no what to do?
If you want people to hear you you also have to care enuf to hear them to. im not trying to me smart or freaky its just what my heart told me to say. i hear you!!
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