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October 19th, 2012, 03:23 PM
Ill do my best to explain...
In my gym class I know a Freshmen, were friends and we had hike in class. (Its 2 classes in the same gym, but in the hike we went as one, hes in the other) Now I was talking to him and this girl he has known for a while comes up to us and starts talking to us both and then just me. We talked the whole hike and same with the hike the following day. Then... We had our huge hike at a mountain near here and we talked on the ride there, hiking up, down and ride back. And shes very friendly to me and says hi to me when we see each other in the hall, she decided to sit with me at lunch and we are really good friends. Shes a Freshmen like my friend who knows her, and why I didnt know her prior being Im a Junior haha. Now I dont know if she "likes" me or not, if she does or not, it doesnt hurt me. But Im really confused about the fact I dont have "feelings" for her but she reminds me of my girlfriend. My girlfriend and I are long distance too so its hard and I never see her outside of Skype till this summer. And the fact shes so similar in personality to my girlfriend and even the same height which is interesting it makes me miss her alot. And I dont think its cause of my new friend but just the last 2 months with so much stress between us with really not to good stuff going on. Not between our relationship but in life. I am at times scared to talk to her cause I dont want her to tell me shes had a really bad day again or shes in pain. :( I feel totally helpless cause Im so far, I cant do anything. So it really bugs me when she does! I love her more than anything and I never want those things to happen to her but right now Im so confused... Im sorry if this is really all over the place.
In my gym class I know a Freshmen, were friends and we had hike in class. (Its 2 classes in the same gym, but in the hike we went as one, hes in the other) Now I was talking to him and this girl he has known for a while comes up to us and starts talking to us both and then just me. We talked the whole hike and same with the hike the following day. Then... We had our huge hike at a mountain near here and we talked on the ride there, hiking up, down and ride back. And shes very friendly to me and says hi to me when we see each other in the hall, she decided to sit with me at lunch and we are really good friends. Shes a Freshmen like my friend who knows her, and why I didnt know her prior being Im a Junior haha. Now I dont know if she "likes" me or not, if she does or not, it doesnt hurt me. But Im really confused about the fact I dont have "feelings" for her but she reminds me of my girlfriend. My girlfriend and I are long distance too so its hard and I never see her outside of Skype till this summer. And the fact shes so similar in personality to my girlfriend and even the same height which is interesting it makes me miss her alot. And I dont think its cause of my new friend but just the last 2 months with so much stress between us with really not to good stuff going on. Not between our relationship but in life. I am at times scared to talk to her cause I dont want her to tell me shes had a really bad day again or shes in pain. :( I feel totally helpless cause Im so far, I cant do anything. So it really bugs me when she does! I love her more than anything and I never want those things to happen to her but right now Im so confused... Im sorry if this is really all over the place.